Chapter 10

Jealousy

Staring at karen, Klein was eerily silent, his silence felt lasting while looking at reels

Karen who was near him also maintained this silent while listening to his usual audiobook

That's the moment when Klein's face reddened slightly

'its not okay... I don't know what's going on in his mind, or what's in my mind? Why do I care so much? It's nothing'

His thoughts rung, he came up with this question recently due to Karen's and his own behaviour

But still shaking any unease he felt, His hands formed fists smacking Karen's face

"Ugh... "

Karen let out a short groan but that's it, this made Klein's face redden further feeling the need to strike him harder that's when he heard Karen speak

"Yes-"

"Come on dude, what happened yesterday? I thought we could talk for a few minutes before your 'night time preparation' when did you sleep yesterday?"

'huh?'

"Well I was eating at the time and it was already late so i didn't call back... Yea by 12 yk"

Hearing Karen's reply, Klein felt an influx of questions, each question like a hammer striking a glass, he felt something cracking

'what 12? What does he mean by call?

'what are they talking about?'

Klein was silent as he heard Daniel speak

"Yea sure did you finally eat something yesterday? Don't just skip your dinner bro-"

"Yea i did have a cup of coffee, you know me that's more than enough-"

'he didn't eat? He didn't eat?! He didn't eat!'

'he didn't say to me?

'why am i being ignored here?'

He flared his teeth striking at Karen's arms with his eyes wide

"Argh eyyy seriouslyyy-"

Karen tried to shake Klein off but Klein removed himself as he pressed at Karen's wound

Karen groaned as he retorted

"You dumbo! See here!, it has a big black patch! See big!-"

Karen trailed his words off while his body withered to Klein's touch

'you bastard! You won't even call me nor will you text me! But yea go ahead and talk with Daniel

'he speaks nice to you huh then what.about.me!''

He felt his throat dry as his hands swung into a hooked punch to Karen's back

"Okay class!"

The professor entered the class as they all calmed down, Daniel was already facing back while they were fighting as Karen sighed

"Your playing knows no limit, klye, try to be moderate you know"

"Yea yea"

Klein shook his head

'this bastard- he doesn't share anything with me... And he doesn't take anything from me

'what does he need? What does he want from me?, what the fuck he wants from me?!'

Remembering the conversation he heard with karen and Daniel he felt his heart scream

'he didn't eat, he doesn't eat in lunch too, he doesn't eat at home what the fuck is wrong with him *sigh*? Please seriously-'

He wanted to ask these questions but his thorat soared seeing a figure he detested to see

"Harry-"

For some reason he could perceive a change in Karen's tone, it looked buttery

'soft... Unlike his distant voice to me! Unlike his cold voice!

'argh! Haaahh!'

He wanted to scream feeling his palm itch his eyes blanked when he heard Harry speak

"Yea dude! Can you help?"

"Fine, sure, i wanted to say this-"

"What is it?"

"You know, i follow this YouTuber, i see his videos and then your face, especially your teeth it resembles a vampire!-"

"Ohh-"

"Yes, so from now on,i will fondly call you vampire!"

Hearing Karen's voice he felt his voice crack, gritting his teeth he heard

"See I have saved you as vampire-"

Crush-'

Klein shook his head slightly, his breathing unease but his mind blank he lunged towards Harry

"Come here!"

He said as his hands extended out beating Harry's back

Harry laughed out while groaning

"Dude- ahhhh! Shit!"

The gang acted up to Harry's distress, seeing Harry disposed off from karen, Klein sat down with his face still flushed

His ears had phonk music blasted as a single thought resounded

'what about me?

'why not me?'

These were the exact questions his heart wanted to express

'why is you're voice not soft to me? Why are you not asking anything from me? Why is your love showered to others?'

His heart cried but his face showed zero changes except for it being flushed

These questions in his heart turned into something different as his head hammered

'i hate you I hate myself Why my god am i seeking his attention! Argh!'

'i am silent And I always will be! What's the point in having such emotions!

'i'd rather die than experience such emotions! I hate it damn-'

His heart cried out, his eyes were moistened a little as he reduced his phone volume trying to look at karen

But karen who was near him eyed him for a second and was looking at daniel and sam collectively

'i hate it haha'

He wanted to cry out but his hands reacted differently

His heart and brain acted differently as his anger flared and drilled into Karen's arms

His biting strength increased

Karen felt a sharp itch in his hands, he sighed and resisted the pain while slowly trying to pull away Klein

The pushing away didn't really have any effort as his mind flared

'what happened? Why is he mad-?'

He wondered as he saw Klein calm down and he asked

"Why are you mad?"

His question was direct but then saw Klein's face whieten while his teeth curved revealing his usual crooked teeth klein replied

"Nothing"

"Okay-"

'then why is he looking mad-'

'what the fuck can't you even understand this! I am mad at you mother- *sigh*'

Klein's eyes flared, he wanted to say to karen that he is the issue

But seeing Karen's face his heart felt like watered with something pleasant like a spoon of honey flowing through his mouth

So he kept his mouth shut but he still felt a void in his heart

'i will make you feel-'

He wondered as his eyes fell on both Daniel and sam sitting at the row before them

His hands pulled at sam pushing him from his seat up by holding his neck in a choke hold

Sam who was waiting for lunch to be announced felt his neck locked and suffocated

As he tried to push away the hands

"Come on~ sam-"

Hearing the voice he felt a slight shudder but then he felt another hand lung at his side

"You too!"

Daniel also joined in with Klein as sam felt a stinging pain to is cheeks which are slapped

Klein also lunged at daniel while feeling a little pleasant

"Haha stop-"

Daniel was laughing uncontrolled as sam also joined in with Daniel's laughter growing

Karen who was looking at them felt his heart itch

As he also moved his hand towards Daniel while feeling bitter

'why I feel as so? Why I feel bitter damn it! Am I possessive?'

He wondered while his hands pushed in on daniel

Klein saw karen move and laugh together with Daniel

Seeing both of them laughing he felt his heart flare more

'first this then Harry?'

He saw Harry's hands coil around Karen's hips as the laughter died down

Seeing his hands Klein was silent since he didn't want to act weird

But his eyes became bloodshot seeing Harry's hands caress Karen's hips

Up and down, with his other hand holding Karen's thighs as he heard Harry comment

"Bro... If you were a girl- "

"What?"

"Damn if only you were a girl~"

Harry's voice trailed off as Klein lunged at Harry trying to bite Harry's hands

"Really?"

Thus began the beat down of Harry while Klein and karen ignored them

Klein's face flushed as he lunged at karen smacking his face

'why didn't you shake his arm off-'

Smack-'

'why didn't you stop him-'

Smack-'

'what the heck will he do if you were a girl! Dare he!-'

Smack-'

His smacks were fast so were his thoughts and the feeling of iffiness he felt

His heart would scream if he were himself he wanted to hit a wall

His eyes still remembered Harry's every moment, his hands caressing Karen's hips while a soft touch on his thighs

"Class dismissed-"

Klein shook his head off trying to remove his unease but they were vivid in his eyes as he heard Karen speak

"Here"

He opened his mouth seeing karen feed him some pasta, taking a mouthful his face relaxed with his thoughts skipping over blankly he looked at karen

"Here"

'hehe-'

His heart warmed up seeing Karen's face which looked nonchalant

'i love it... Damn it! Karen why the fuck I care urgh! Damn it! I love it My god!-'

He squirmed inside as he got up and sat again and said while smiling

"Did you draw something recently?"

"No I didn't... I do have a plan to draw, i don't know what to draw-"

"Oh i see, you see anime?"

"No, i did see a movie, about a girl and guy, the girl had a pancreatic disease-"

"I want to eat your pancreas?"

"Yes-"

"I see"

"Here last bite-"

"Yes"

Klein took the bite and just got up from his place to go to the restroom while informing karen, his mind was squirming with I love it

"Haaah"

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Karen looked at Harry who was eyeing him for some reason the repulsion he feels to Harry's existence is reduced

'well now I can bear to sit with him, that's it damn i don't know when it's going to change *sigh*'

"I didn't sleep well yesterday..."

"Why?"

"You know... No-"

"Okay i see, what you want to do-"

Karen asked as he felt Harry's head over his shoulders, he caressed Harry's hair sighing

'i usually would've cursed out.. why am I having a sudden change in heart?

'this is not my usual response, I'm seeing a contrast change on my behaviour *sigh*'

Karen's hands were fondling Harry's hands as his eyes wandered to see Klein who stared at them

'he looks so distant-'

'what should i do-'

Klein looked at the duo stunned as he went behind karen pushed him slightly

Making the duo seperate as he heard Harry speak

"What dude! Where is others huh?!"

Hearing Harry he opened his mouth, he felt a need to retort but he said

"Why you asking me? What were you busy with? Go search-"

"Yea sure damn it!"

While Harry moved along Klein who was behind karen walked over the benches and sat beside karen

His mind was blank he couldn't process what's going on and just ignored it

But the burning sensation made him suffocated, unease to even talk with his heart truly screaming

'i hate it... Why... Not me?'

buried down, deep in himself he just ignored those flimsy thoughts and looked at reels

'why must I feel emotions? It's no use-'

He tried to ignore but he felt it's impossible atleast for this case

'i hate it-'

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