[Chapter—19]

" I can't just tell her like that, what if she hates me?" She said giving me excuses to not do it.

" Hey I'm not saying you should do it, just that it would be the best option, you can try to wait and deal with it later or when you're ultimately faced with it so it's all up to you." I told her with a shrugg making her quiet down for a moment.

" *Frustrated Groans* I hate how you're right...." She said pouting at me, chuckling at that I continued on my way, we were almost there.

" So....you and Octavia?" She asked almost teasingly.

Rolling my eyes good maturely at her I decided to entertain her.

" Yeah, what about us?" I asked playing coy.

" Oh don't act all oblivious on me, we all heard her screams that night you know, Bellamy too even though he didn't want to believe that the one making all those obscene sounds was truly his sister." She said almost seemingly reliving an amusing memory." You should have seen his face when we figured out that it was her..."

" Hah yeah, I went a bit overboard with that one." I said with a chuckle thinking about O.

Till now I didn't know what to think of our relationship.

I liked her yes but I didn't feel 'love' for her, i felt for her what I would feel over something that belonged to me.

Key word, something.

I felt possessive and a bit protective over her but none of the emotions that would point out that I loved her.

Heck we weren't even officially a thing, we never talked about it, we just fucked and enjoyed each other's company.

' I should probably spend more time with her when I can...' I thought thinking back to her beautiful face as I felt my lips curl up for a moment.

" Overboard doesn't begin to amount to it, you guys were going for hours, I was surprised that Octavia could scream so loud." She said with a giggle stealing a couple glances at me.

" What?" I asked catching her.

" It's nothing, just that you must be some prodigy in sex too seeing as how you're literally good at almost everything." She told me with a shrugg making me scoff.

" I don't know everything, just some things and I'm not that good at sex as I'm pretty sure I was exaggerating her reactions..." I told her trying to to act unsure.

" Oh trust me, none of her reactions were fake that much I can assure you." She said in between giggles.

" Oh I guess you'd know, is Finn any good in that department?" I asked teasingly to mask my curiosity.

" How would I know, we hadn't done it yet and thank god for that." She replied returning back to her solemn voice.

" Oh that's surprising, a beautiful girl like you I would have already tainted with my mark just so that I could brah about it." I told her jokingly not missing the red gleam of a blush.

" Oh you're just saying that, I'm passably cute at best." She said with a roll of her eyes.

" That's slander to most girls I know then, if you're passably cute then what are they?" I asked in mock shock.

" *Scoff* Yeah, right." She mumbled with an easygoing smile.

" Heh yeah well we're here, let's get some stuff and let's go." I told her before removing some foliage on a random spot and revealed the bunker door of which I opened up and entered; followed by Clarke.

" Wow...." She muttered as she stared at the glowing mushrooms that I had made to light up the place when I first came.

' Oops....' I thought staring at the mushrooms that had grown beyond what I had intended, they had multiplied and started increasing their size and area granting us more light.

' Meh it's not a problem, yet.' I thought deciding to ignore the stuff as I walked over to the other side and grabbed a box filled with some stuff.

" There's some female clothes right there, take what you like and some stuff that you think will be useful to camp, I'll carry it." I told her pointing to the corner where clothes, blankets and books were as I started stripping off some components to some old tech left behind in the bunker.

" Oh thank you, these will be useful." She said smiling, at least she was feeling better.

' Let's see what we have here....' I thought as I looked around the place grabbing anything that will be useful in fixing and upgrading the radio.

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We managed to grab what we could and I carried it back to camp while making conversation with Clarke, I felt that we had gotten closer then we had before so I entertained the bond to see where it would lead me.

After that we managed to get back into the ark within an hour and a half since we left as we were carrying stuff.

Walking side by side by Clarke as we teased and jabbed at each other we entered the walls of our camp and immediately Finn's eyes narrowed at us, he frowned but managed to reign it in due to Raven being right besides him.

Bellamy and Octavia were currently training the others which were mostly the hunters and guards, Jasper was beginning building his still which I had agreed on being built for the usefulness and relaxation it would grant.

Monty was helping him out and the others were busy at work doing whatever they could, I also saw Charllote ontop of a tree currently watching us, nodding at her I walked into the dropship where radio was in.

Raven and Finn followed right behind us, raven walked over right next to me and Clarke as I set up the stuff we had taken before grabbing something to sit on.

" You sure you can fix this before the Ark decides to float those people Ezekiel?" Raven asked sitting next to me as she watched me dismantle and put together wires, mechanical parts and screwing everything together.

" Yeah I can, I just need some time to wire and connect everything to the dropships power system and the arks system's and we'll be able to talk with the ark in a bit." I told her with a nod before she let me work on my stuff.