Chapter 14

Shane P.O.V

I looked at Alex away from me. Sge kept walking I wanted to call her but no voice came out of my mouth. I looked at Nico to tell him to follow Alex but before that.

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"Shane are you ok? What happened to you? Nico said you lost consciousness? Are you in pain? How do you feel?" Mama asked me one after another.

"Hon, only one question for your daughter. Shane, what really happened?" Dad asked.

But no one spoke to Nico and me, we just looked at each other. How can we say that? Moments later, Aunt Anna and Uncle James also arrived.

"Are you okay Shane? Where's Alex?" Aunt Anna asked one after another.

Nico and I stared at each other more how could we tell them? No one spoke to us

I can't help but blame myself for all my sins. I wish at first I hadn't lied to her I would have said everything. How else if she found out about Nico and his father he might curse me but ---

"Anna, maybe Alex just wanders around later and she'll go home too. Have you called yet?" My mom asked aunt Anna.

"She left her phone in her room. I thought she was there" replied Aunt Anna.

"Anna just wait for Alex maybe she is going somewhere" said aunt James.

"Alex is big so for sure it's ok , just wandering around airing" said my father

"Aunt, I'm sorry, it's my fault that's why Alex left" I said tearfully to them.

"What? Where? Didn't you follow her? You know her condition, she is not allowed to get tired !!? Aunt Anna said angrily.

"Anna calm down let the kids explain" dad begged aunt Anna.

"Aunt, it's my fault I should have followed Alex but Shane suddenly fainted so I didn't follow my sister" Nico apologized.

"This is Anna will be if she didn't before return this afternoon, we will just report to the police" My mom said to aunt Anna.

"Wait, what really happened? Are you two are enemies?" My father asked.

"Tito, Alex and Shane just have misunderstanding each other, Alex just overreacts" Nico defended.

I can't say a word I want to say but I'm afraid of aunt Anna. Later the staff of this resort came and my mother ordered to look for Alex here at the resort.

"Ma'am, I saw Ma'am Alex earlier, she was running, she was crying, I was calling her in case she didn't hear me, I think she was also accompanied by the rain, she just kept running outside" continued the story of Staff.

I don't know if something bad happened to Alex, I can't blame myself.

It's my fault, im idiot why did I do that to my childhood to someone who did nothing but to love me. Aunt Anna did nothing but cry.

"I can't forgive you two when something happened to Alex !!!" Nico said angrily to the two of us.

"Anna come lets go to our room" Uncle James said to Aunt Anna.

"Anna calm down we can find Alex" My mom pleaded with aunt Anna.

"I can't forgive you Shane especially you know why Alex won't leave if she doesn't know that she will get hurt, I should have banned her first, I hope nothing happen to her." Aunt Anna said angrily to me.

"Aunt im sorry I didn't mean to" I cried and apologized to tita.

"Aaarrrg" cried Aunt Anna.

"Anna !!" My mom shouted.

Aunt Anna was immediately taken to rest, the Doctor said that Aunt Anna's BP had increased, it was a good thing that she was caught immediately but maybe something bad happened to Aunt Anna.

* Flashback

I saw Alex and Nico on the beach so I was going to go but they were talking very seriously as I approached I was slowly hearing more statue where I was standing when I approached them.

"Do you blame me? I'm just hurting Nico I'm just hurting HAHAHAH I thought it was ok that I thought they were Aunt Elise and Uncle Cesar are just our problem but I'm hurting Nico" Alex cried and said to Nico.

So she already knows the tripod --- l in my pregnancy but how?

"Alex, I know you can do that, you can be brave, you can handle it" Nico pleaded with Alex.

"Will I be released? Is this the sign given to me? Destiny really does not want me to be happy e always" Alex said to Nico.

I can't blame Alex if she gives up on me it's my fault my fool I cheated on Alex.

"What if she goes back to the person he loved so much, how are you?" Nico asked Alex.

"How about me Nico?" Alex laughed and asked Nico.

"I also don't know Nico how about me? How is it when she comeback, After all I found out for sure she will come back because she needs it. Maybe I just need to really accept that we are not really capable that we are just friends. that really can lead to what I want because she opposes even destiny and she does not want me to be happy . unfair Nico they will be happy then I do it HAHAHAHAHA but there is nothing I can really do support what ever happen is to be happy for the two of them "Alex replied.

I could not stop the tears that welled up in my eyes. Why did I hurt the person who did nothing but love me? Alex always here by my side.

"Shane" Nico said in my name.

I could do nothing but look back at Alex. I can't blame her for my sins.

"Ale --- eex" I said hoarsely to Alex's name.

"Alex i ---- m so --- rry. Im really sorry Alex" I begged her but she seemed to be deaf and she was still not showering me.

She looked at me like someone else, she looked at me very cold. It looks like she has pity on my appearance.

"It was a mistake, I did not know that Alex will be formed im sorry" I said hoarsely.

"It was a mistake? Did you hear what did you say ? You fooled Shane!"

"You believe me you said we both feel the same way you said I love you I thought you accepted me Shane. I'm not stupid Shane to not know. You know I still accept what you are pregnant because I can do nothing I can not give you that but Shane. Do you think I did not hear JC talk to you yesterday? You said , that you love me too "

Tears welled up in my eyes as I kept dropping and I didn't look like I could face her anymore.

"Alex please listen to me--" she did not let me finish speaking.

"Please Shane can you stop please?" Alex cried and cried, I can't blame her,she hurts more, she hurts more.

"I dont want to lose you Alex, but i dont wanna use you, i dont wanna hurt you but i know you are hurting now and i'm the reason. I'm sorry ---". I never finished speaking again

"I don't want to Shane I don't want to hear all your lies I don't want to be stupid.I love you but. From now on forget that I love you. If you are happy with him if I have to let go I will do it for you" Alex said and finally walked away from us.

And Alex and I finished everything. And my eyesight dimmed.

* End of flasback*

"Shane" Nico said in my name.

"Why?" I asked him but he did not answer immediately.

"Alex" he said.

"Oh where sge was?" I asked one question after another.

"Alex is in the hospital."

And tears kept coming into my eyes that I could not forgive myself when something bad happened to Alex.