ALONE IN THE HOUSE

That day my mother did not believe any word I said. Dad denied everything. I remember when my mother sat on the chair; her elbows on her knees, tears flowing down her face like splashing water on the ground. Hurtful and groaning out of misery. I can see it in her eyes that she believes what I am saying. My guards were not sure of what she was thinking of doing. As I was waiting for her reaction, she stood up and went upstairs. Maybe she needed space to let the pain out of her chest. Five minutes later, I saw her dragging my clothes on the floor. I didn't believe what I saw with my own two eyes. " Get out of my house and never come back!" Those were the words that burst through her mouth.

The state of affairs all started when I vividly disapproved of staying with everything in the house. Luckily, my mother had to go somewhere. What is it again? Oh, an important meeting at work which she might take two full days to attend it and my brother. Well, boys! What can we say? He went to visit his friend's place. When those two are together, there is always trouble or disaster coming up. I can spot it from a distance. Anyone, at least there is a little freedom. I call it little because my father will be the only person who will be left with me in the house. How boring. At least he is boring compared to my mother. She can scold you for nothing. Nothing!

Anyway, my brother has already left and only mom to go!

Going down the stairs as the heels made a huge echo in the house, she went off with her pink fur purse and a mini luggage bag. The blue one, and with channel sunglasses on her face. I can't simply just ignore the outfit. Her Pink favorite blouse, skinned jeans, and some sandals.

" By everyone see you later. Honey, I need you to take care of Annie because you will be the only one in the house left. And as for you Ms. You better behave for when I come back from work I don't need any disturbing news about you misbehaving, ok? Bye, guys see you."

" Bye Hunny, have a great time." Giving his tongue to my mother with a fake smile said a lot of things to me. So many questions popped out of my head and even yesterday he was looking at me in very strange ways. Is there something wrong with the day? This surely needs a talking by first I have to finish playing that game I was playing. I was on level 10 and I don't want to leave it unsaved on my computer cause if I leave it without saving, everything on the computer will vanish.

My father and I have an essential discussion to have. Fortunately, I found him already sitting on his couch, pushing his phone and saying nothing. I entered the living room and sat on the same couch where he was. My father looked at me hesitantly as I sat on the couch, bending my leg.

" Dad, I seriously need to talk to you," saying that made my father alert to what I was going to say next

" It's about life generally and also I need to talk about you. You seem like you are not okay at all. Firstly, you gave Mom strange looks, and second, day, y, ou has been silent ever since yesterday, what is wrong with you I am worried. You are starting to scare me honestly, please say what's the problem, will you,?"

As I said all of that he was brought back to reality which made him curious about something which I don't have any idea about.

Surprisingly he was the one to start the conversation. Many topics were discussed during our conversation which is important. At that minute I spend with my dad. I enjoyed every moment. I had never seen my father being open like that. He never says much about what he is feeling which my mother dislikes but that day I got so many answers to my questions and I am glad that days like this never pass me by.

There's nothing like a family that loves and supports you and not just that, but also loves you for who you are." My dad looked at me with emotion in his eyes.

That moment when he has to hug me came. What a tide hug! I felt the affection of a father's love. Wait, a minute this hug is getting way too tide and it's starting to hurt. I think Dad got too emotional and forgot to, I don't know... Maybe he forgot to calm down. Out of surprise, I tried to cut off the hug. It's to tide, I can't even breathe. He then kissed my neck, and I was already surprised. Ok, this is kind of awkward and I am getting uncomfortable, again! My eyes widened out of shock at what is happening to me. It felt like a nightmare. Was everything happening to me real? This is just a joke Dad is full of so many jokes even in serious moments. I am sure that this is one of his pranks which happens too vividly not funny. I tried to free my hands under his elbow, I irritably kicked him in the nuts even though he was my father. This kick shook things into action, he started kissing me down my chest and held me tide so I could escape. I was surrounded by the darkness and filled with fear as tears silently ran down my face. I was in a different world where my eyes would see anything great, the worst was around my thoughts, and trauma invited itself into me. Everything felt like a dream. He devotedly opened my legs and eat the fruit from the tree inside me. Left me with a dry tree and shame in my inner self. As I looked at the couch, the picture that randomly played in my imagination was that heart-repellent moment that recently took place. Dark deathly eyes and pale, dark shades beneath my eyelids. At that moment I didn't know how to talk. I was left with only tears to share, I felt betrayed and disrespected as a girl child. How am I going to tell my mother about this? Will she believe me? Of course, she will, after all, she is my mother.

It turns out that I have been lying to myself after all. When my brother and mother arrived, I told them about the incident with my father. Uttering those words in my mouth brought tension in the house. My! Mother lost it. Cursed my name and threw me off the house. Acceptance and confidence ran away from my system.

As the streets darkened and there are no places to go. Holding a bag of clothes with one hand.

I don't know what kind of character played by my father. That day, I decided to never come back home.

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