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after that whole thing occurred christopher was tired celica seeing this hugged him from behind they were bathing together so he could feel her breasts against his back and it did a few things at once first it turned him on but it also soothed him he smiled at the contact

"i doubt they will bother us anymore after today" celica said

"i hope so" christopher said she put on an assuring smile putting him even more at ease

"come on lets get some sleep" celica said as she got out of the bath he nodded and followed behind her they both took a towel to dry off before getting into their respective sleepwear and heading to bed when they got there they made out before going to sleep

"hey chris..." amelia started then she saw his face and he looked stressed

"are you alright" amelia asked

"just tired nothing to worry about amy" christopher said

"were heading to bed for the night" celica said

"but didn't you say you would be flying with athena after that whole charade earlier and what about dinner" amelia said

"go on to bed i will join you in a moment" celica said christopher nodded before he slumped off to bed

"can you not tell it by his face christopher is extremely stressed out since he has had to protect all three of us all day he needs rest please tell athena his predicament if she really wants to fly one of us could fly with her but let him rest" celica said

"i... understand i'll let athena know" amelia said as she left celica went into the bedroom she saw christopher sitting on the edge of the bed his head is his hands she walked over pushed him on the bed before attempting to make out with him but he just pushed her off gently

"celica please not tonight" christopher said she looked at him with worry he had never done that to her before he always joined in on their make out sessions

"are you sure your okay" celica said she was now very worried for her lover

"yeah i'm fine you don't have to be with me if you don't want to i understand" christopher said and it clicked right then and there what was adding to his stress was his fear that his family would leave him

"hey look at me" celica said he did so

"i want you to take me now" celica said this shocked him

"why would you want me to do that isn't it a bit early in our relationship" christopher asked

"i don't care take me make me yours eternally" celica said

"why are you doing this" christopher asked

"because your pushing me away in fear that i will leave you and i'm simply not letting you" celica said he stared at her

"i'm sorry" christopher said pulling her in

"we won't leave you athena did the ritual with you three times now amelia is your sister that idolizes you she won't leave your side and i will give my body to you we won't leave you ever no matter what you do" celica said

"i'm sorry for worrying you" christopher said as tears started to roll down his face what is it with this girl and making him cry

"stop crying you big baby somebody is waiting for you and i want dinner" celica said

"your right she is waiting for me make sure you bring a weapon with you cause i am not going to be there so be careful" christopher said as he put on his equestrian attire

"i will don't worry i have learned my lesson if someone tries anything they will get a taste of my blade" celica said he smiled kissed her then left

he got to the stables with a slight spring in his step celica definitely helped him he saw amelia was talking to athena

"thank you amelia but i am better you can go eat with celica" christopher said she turned to him

"you sure" amelia asked

"positive" christopher said as he grabbed amelia's reins and led her out to the field

"and here i thought i would be the one who had to talk to you" athena said while chuckling amused

"yeah well athena did that for you" christopher said as he mounted his dragon

"i'm glad your back to your old self although i am curious what got you out of your stupor" athena asked

"you would find it really dumb what started the entire thing" christopher said

"oh come on tell me" athena asked christopher sighed

"to answer my insecurities athena tried to have me take her" christopher said athena burst out laughing

"oh i can see how that worked you didn't actually do it did you" athena said while still giggling

"not yet i don't want her to give herself to me simply to fix a few dumb insecurities that i was blowing way out of proportion we will do it when we feel comfortable of doing and we will do it only because we both want to no other reason then that although that does give me an idea about how to deal with the nuisances at least where amelia is concerned" christopher said athena chuckled again she could tell her rider had a mischievous plan brewing