JUST A NOBODY FOR NOW

For the last ten months now I have been told that in a monster...now a am wondering am I really a monster just because I am not orange or red no does it mean I'm a monster? .I'm not sure I think it's a good idea to leave my forest maybe it's best for me to leave if I want to be where all fox's are kind I want to be....LOVED by a family who doesn't treat me a like a nobody and .Maybe I might meet new fox's I'm so afraid and happy at the same time) as minutes pass by I felt like some fox was looking at me I was a little creeped out to try and turn around so I didn't and then it was blank white the next thing I know I was is fox care for pups I was still a pup I had completely forgot about my new friend and was going about my day when a felt a little under the weather wen I saw a hole I was looking around to see who had dug the HUGE hole at first I was about snoop around but was thinking maybe that is not a good idea so I looked for some thing else to do.....