FIRST HEART BREAK!

Ken told we should play some game and decided we would play police and robber! I know it is a dumb game but we had no other choice since we didn't have anything else to play with, so as we started to play i was losing as thoo everything around me was telling i won't win anything either in game or real life! but since I kissed him yesterday it kinda felt nice and i was happy so i didn't mind losing the game! Then he entered the room ~ sup what are u guys doin? he said looking at him as I tried to avoid any sort of eye contact! kat ~ ohh we were playin police or robber wanna join? He ~ Nope I'm fine I'll just watch! so who's losing? I didn't know if he guessed or he already knew that I was losing, Me ~ yeah it's me only! He ~ okay so I'll help you I'll play for you! I blushed as i nodded saying yes he came and layed on my lap i didn't know what to say or do my heart was beating so fast i could hear it! hey kids I've brought some icecream!!!my uncle came in opening the front door everyone hopped and ran as we both stayed still without moving! He ~ hey i wanted to tell you something! Me ~ what is it? He ~ Noo.. u do know that I'll get married to someone from out right? since we are sort of a family soo... Me ~ ummhmmm! I'll get me some icecream! i got up and walked off feeling so disappointed or hurt I don't know what I was feeling, like why would you bring up marriage like we are still in our teen but I felt like crying i just wanted to understand his point of view! like he had made it clear that things won't work out between us! and i wanted to understand what he felt and blamed me for not knowing my limit. I felt like since I gave him the space and it was my fault that I acted mindlessly! but I felt so bad that the guy I had been crushing for years told me that we won't work! Thoo it was a reality check it was hard for me to accept! I should have faced my reality and moved on that time only if I would have moved on everything would have been different now!