Chapter 15

Camryn's POV

Stepping outside the bathroom I was expecting to see Ivan waiting for me but instead, I found Malka sitting on the edge of the bed with a stern face and saw that Ivan wasn't in the room anymore.

"Where's Ivan?" 

Malka turn to me and he didn't notice that I got out of the bathroom. As his eyes gaze into me, they stayed on my body, scanning me up and down. His eyes changed color as his wolf fought to be in control. I can feel the bond's current surging through my body, as Malka struggles against his wolf to be in control. He stands up from the bed and moves towards me. As he move closer to me, my throat dried up and I gulp hard as he towers over my frail body. 

"Why are you looking for Ivan?" the dangerous tone in his voice made me shiver in fear.

"Ah-I was just asking for him for he's the one who's been with me here" My weak voice came out and I stuttered in fear for I can feel his emotions of anger, jealousy, and lust emanating from him.

"Am I not that good huh?" he suddenly grab my jaw "Tell me mate, how good is Ivan!?" he growled at me and smack me on the face which made me stumble down. He crouched down and pull my hair making my face look up to him, but I don't dare show the fear he was giving me "You filthy bitch! Am I not enough for you!" his anger flowing through the bond cutting in every bit inside me making my stomach churn in pain "You are just like the other shewolfs who can't be contented to one wolf! You're all whore! Just like her!"

"You are really not enough for me!" I raise my voice and scream right in front of his face. A hard slap went down on me but I keep my face hard not show any emotions from him. My body is slowly getting used to his abusive doings and adjusting from the agonizing pain physically and emotionally.

"You will never be enough for me for you are not my true mate!"

"You are really testing me, mate!" his claws extend and in one sweep movement, he swipe down his claws at me ripping my yellow dress and exposing my scarred body. "No one would ever want a weak and scarred body! Only me! You are only mine!" he bellowed, roaring in deep anger. My body trembled and shook in fear from his harsh words. 

"It is because of you! You made me like this! And worst of it, you are not even my mate!" I retort back. Not backing down. I won't make him get into me. I will fight him in every possible way I know. Only the bond I can make him struggle and be in anguish. I can see on his face that his fighting the bond inside him.

"You are pathetic and hopeless rogue! And the truth is that you need me! You are holding unto me! For your useless fucking life!" 

His face raging in fury, he snatches me up and hauls me throwing me onto the bed. My face slams down on the bed. I saw him in the corner of my eye, open the drawer of the small wooden table and pull out something. 

"This will surely shut you up!"

I heard him say. I was about to stand up but my face once again palm down on the bed as an excruciating pain suddenly burst at my back. I tried to get up once again but another stinging pain landed down on me. I heard a swooshing sound in the air and it landed on my back. Agonizing pain tortured my naked body as another whip hit me again and again. I can't get up anymore, I can't no longer stand the pain. My face buried down in the mattress making my cries muffled. I grip my hands tighter on the blanket as Malka kept lashing my back, wave after wave of torrid pain covering my whole body.  

"Dare to speak to me like that again and this will be your punishment! You will learn how to obey me!" as he give me another lash "I am the only one you would pleasure!" lash after lash, I can feel the lash whipping deep through my skin. I was now covered with my own blood, soaking the bed.

I have no longer strength left in me. I can't even hear what he's saying. I only hear my ragged breath and the rapid beating of my heart. My body is now numb from pain. I am trying all of me to stay strong and not break down but if he keeps doing this to me, I might give up and lose my faith in myself and just surrender to him. 

'Where are you? Please come find me. I need you. My wolf needs you. We need you.'

I chant it inside my head and prayed deeply within me and called to the Moon Goddess to reach it out to my mate. My true mate. For him to come to find me and rescue me here. 

'Stay your hopes up, Camryn' said my inner voice 'We will be save soon. Remember that there's someone out there looking for us.' I listened to my inner voice and she was right. I can't back down like this. I gather myself and the little energy that I don't know if there's still left but I tried to get up even if it's impossible to even move my body. But no matter how hard I tried I really can't move an inch anywhere part of my body. The sizzling pain continues to surge and I struggle to breathe because of it. 

'Damn you, Malka! If I get out of here I will hunt you and kill you inch by inch with my own hands!' 

I can't stop myself to think like this. I know it's not good but when you're in a situation like this you would want to kill than to be killed and avenge what's been done to you. I tried to move my body one last time but the little strength I had is not enough for me to be able to get up. My body had given up and was severely wounded. Blood kept dripping down and I can't heal myself right now. It would take days or weeks for me to recover or worst I could even die like this if I wouldn't be healed soon. 

My head was snatched up and I struggle to breathe for it was hard and the pain it caused to move an inch. I fight my eyes to stay open, but my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier by the minute. 

"What now, mate? Do you want more? I will give you more if you don't stop pestering me. Your misery will just get more worse if you don't keep your nose clean like a good dog!" 

I tried all my strength just to respond to him "If you think I will yield to you just because of your torturings you are wrong! I would be happy to just die than to submit myself to a fucking hopeless and pathetic rogue like you!" 

I would be happy if I could spit in his face right now but I couldn't. It's enough for me now to say those words to him adding more pain to our bond which he would feel it too rushing through his chest striking his cruel heart. If he's happily torturing me, I would be more thrilled to torture him through our bond for not obeying him, for not willingly giving in to his needs. I will always go against the will of the bond. 

Before he can retaliate to what I have said, I heard the door swung open and a troubled voice speaks up. I exert myself to stay wide awake and to listen intently to the voices around me. 

"....found... had attacked... need to...." but no matter how hard I tried to listen to the voices, I can only hear and understand a few words. 

My eyes can't no longer stay open and my body was now really giving in. All the strength and energy in me has died down. My poor body was in a deep wound that needs to be healed soon and I need to be saved soon or I would just slowly die in here. My eyes fully shut close as a tear rolled down. I can't no longer stand the pain. 

'My Moon Goddess my life now is in your hands. Take me as you wish, I would be glad to be with my parents now.' 

Before I truly cave in into deep rest, I felt my body move and rose from the bed. Every inch of my body screams in agonizing pain but I have no other choice but just to give in and let the pain surge through my whole body. I felt a hard chest and a pounding heart. I tried to pry my eyes open to see who move me out of the bed. I saw Malka's hard face and he was carrying me in his arms. I turn my head to the side but my head falls to his arms. I felt the humid air passing through my hair. I struggle to stay my eyes wide open to know what's going on. 

I saw dim lights and I felt like we were moving fast.

Moving fast? It means I was out now in the room! But why?

I heard again distant voices but I can't make out the words they are saying. Suddenly my face felt hot and like burning. I quickly shut my eyes, blinded by a strong light. The air around me had changed. I tried again to open my eyes, but I blinked a few more times adjusting to the bright light, and when my eyes had been adjusted to the strong blinding light, a different emotion surged through my heart.

I was now out! I am no longer inside that small room of Malka!

I am now outside! It's the bright sun that's been blinding me and had its hot rays burning down my skin! 

'This is it wolf! Can you see this? We are not inside anymore of that damn sickening room!'

I don't bother anymore with the pain flowing through my back but instead, I focus my heart and mind as to where I am now. 

It only means one thing. Why did Malka get me out of that room, it means they had already found us! The wolves who had been looking for us had already found Malka's hiding place!

I close my eyes as I let the light, kiss my skin. 

It would all be alright soon.

I would be free soon.