Chapter 12: The Fight And A Sorry

Nathalia pov's

I really feel bad in front of Addison I thought I would be there for her at this time, but because I did not know how to control myself now she is alone, as soon as I told her she turned her gaze away, I assumed she was angry or disappointed, I decided to leave the room, but Not without first looking back, I left the hospital, without saying anything to anyone at this moment I wanted to be alone, I went home, ate something, my hand is already swollen, so I took out an ice bag and placed it in it, I left for a while and went up to the room, look for the medicine cabinet and sell my hand, I lay down on the bed, I wanted to clear my mind but I couldn't, my thoughts suddenly raced my mind, I don't know why I'm getting so fond of Addison, I think the best thing will be to turn the case over to James and get away from her and even more if I love Daniela, for the sake of myself and my relationship I am going to abandon the case, but another part of me remembered that I would abandon her as my parents did with me , since I was 18 years old, I don't know anything about them And I am not interested, I practically promised myself that I would not be at peace until she walked again, I entered her for 9 days and I already disappointed her; all my thoughts consume me, I don't know what to do; A call interrupts all my thoughts spinning in my head, I noticed that it was Daniela, shit now that I tell him

-Hello love-I said with a voice a little fearful

-Hello Love? It is seriously Nath, and James explained everything to me, you can know what is happening to you, since that girl came into your life you have been different, what is happening Nath? you know you can tell me anything -she said scolding but at the same time understanding; if you knew everything I have to tell you Dani, apparently I like that girl, said my inner voice

-Nothing's wrong with me love, I'm fine, I just got out of control because I wanted me to be able to walk, not for her but for my professional career- that sounded very selfish but it was so that I would stop asking

-Nath you don't fool me, starting with the fact that you are not like that, you think about others and lastly about you, so I finish my shift and you and I are going to talk, she said scolding me, I started to get angry

-Okey, but you'll see what that is, you know that I don't put my feelings into work LIKE YOU, so come and fix things here-I said bursting, I know I did it wrong

-OKEY IS WHAT YOU WANT SO WE WILL DO IT, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO YOU AND THAT WAS NOT THE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE 2 YEARS AGO-she said yelling at me on the phone

-Look, Daniela, I don't want to talk about this on the phone, so come home and we'll talk here-I said calmer

-OK, I'll see you there-I cut the call, I had it more than clear shit, I stayed in bed waiting for her watching television

Daniela pov, s

Nath has been strange for days, starting at that early morning when she arrived crying and she never told me why, since that girl from the accident came in, she has behaved nervous and thoughtful, when she told me that I did involve my feelings with my work, it hurt, in The few fights we had we managed by talking I never raised my voice, much less my hand, neither did I, we always sat down to talk, but I knew this time was different, I felt furious, I could not leave my tuno lying down but I needed to fix the things with her, so I talked to my boss I said I had a family emergency, he told me yes but then I would take a double shift I accepted it and I went to change, when I arrived I saw a locker with a large dent, apparently someone did not have A great day, I let it pass, I changed and I left the hospital, I took a taxi and after 20 minutes I got home, I was nervous, I stayed at the door for a while, but I left everything behind and went home, I saw that I was not in the room, I assumed that this I went into the room, climbed the stairs and entered

-I'm here-I said dry

-Great, you were the one who wanted to talk, go ahead -she said in an ironic tone

-What's wrong with you? I said, still serious and far from her

-I already told you, I am not clear to you-she said raising her voice a little

-Why are you lying to me?

-I already told you that I have nothing, I don't know why you insist- she said even without looking at me

-Well, I wanted to clarify everything quickly but if you are going to continue with this attitude, we better leave it for later, apparently you did not have a good day-I said this and it was as if he lit a match, he got out of bed, I saw that his hand was bandaged What happened?

-You know that if something happens to me, it happens to me that I have a shitty life, it happens to me that everyone believes that my life is perfect being one of the best, I earn a good salary, I have a perfect relationship, but they don't realize it that my past affects me that my family never supported me, that my father beat me when he found out that I was homosexual, when I had my first romantic relationship he threatened her and told her that if she did not leave me, he was going to do something to her, She said that she was not a woman who was a phenomenon, and now that I am supposed to live with someone who understands and supports me and is scolding me, that's what happens to me Daniela- she knew we had confidence but she never told me about her father

-Why do you involve your past, if you want me to feel sorry for you, I'm not going to do it, I know you're avoiding my question, WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO YOU WITH ADDISON HOSSLER? - I knew he was manipulating me, he never did but I'm sorry

- Nothing happens to me with her it is clear, I will explain it to you with plasticine or that, maybe something happens to you because that day that I entered you got sick, you had an anxiety attack but why, I do not know maybe You already knew her or suddenly it was YOUR LOVE ..........- I did not let her finish, I gave her a good slap, I felt anger, how does it occur to her to say that

-What's wrong with you, do you really think that or maybe it's you who is in love with her and that's why you behave like this, you like admit it-I said and she glared at me, said nothing more, I took a small suitcase and packed some change of clothes, she is going to go- you are going to go, because apparently it is what you always kill and leave people lying down- she did not flinch, she took her things and left I guess with Andrea

I guess it was the ugliest fight we've ever had, I don't know why he said that, that day of the attack it was because suddenly the patient's life was at risk because the internal bleeding happened to me and I was afraid, It was the first time something like this had happened to me, I had never seen Addison in my life, but apparently she did have feelings for her.