My bad luck or maybe fate

Class 10

[everyone were talking while teacher was out of the classroom]

I suddenly told her that I have a crush on her and she said that she knew it already, suddenly my stomach felt a little chilly, I was Happy to hear that too but somehow it didn't felt right , somehow I thought that if it is true then she must have felt the same way as I did and my happiness was overwhelming 😊.

when I came back home from school 🏫 I told it to my best friend and he was like whoaa finally she can understand your love,he said that he was very happy for me.

from that day, whenever I looked at her at school my heart fluttered😋and my face turned red ♥️.

But one day when I was sitting she suddenly appeared in front of me and as you know that I had a crush on her my body started to 🥶 shiver but it felt nice too because I was able to see her

After school when I was at my home 🏠 what had gotten on my mind that time I wrote her message , obviously on whatsapp that how much I like and love her then she just said "ok" "fine " and I didn't really liked that but somehow I was not able to say anything else to her and as in result I started overthinking about my situation atleast for that time but I thought that's fine after all she is the one hell of a meanie 🙃.Dandere Type

and I started thinking about her all the time even in bath, I knew it that the more I'll think about her the more I'll fell for her(but I was helpess).She was cold as ice but she was cute as well (only for me)

I don't really know if she liked me or not but I was totally in love with her just like an stupid lover.

My whole one year passed just having her as my crush 😓

I knew it that I was good for nothing,

at first ,place she was the topper of our class and I was just an average grader.

at that time I really liked teasing her by throwing her books 📚 borrowing her pen 🖊️ and breaking them into pieces (actually bullying) but still she actually thought about me as a hopeless human and didn't really minded me at all and also I was the closest person to her 😋.

some days later

I heard a news about her that she was transferring to a different school and that news hurted me quite a lot but there was nothing could be done but I was sad a lot about that

And at last day of her at school she waited for me on my way to home , it was raining quiet perfectly I had an umbrella ☔ and unfortunately she had one too😶(it hurted)

But she suddenly closed her umbrella and entered into mine I was too much surprised about that,

but she suddenly walked closed to me and said those sweet words "I Like You" and then took umbrella from me and threw that away and while grasping my hand 👏, she shared a kiss with me, my body was like the closer she gets to me the weaker I was becoming and then suddenly a truck came and gave me a strong hit (when I saw the truck I suddenly pushed her away just like a hero).

I was dead for sure but...

wait! what is it?

Am I dead or not?