Finding my sanity

Somehow, I find my sanity back despite my eyes can't afford to ignore this dazzling view.

I ogle nonstop at her breasts, which I want to fondle since I saw her in the elevator.

My eyes will pop out of their socket, if I kept ogling any further… I should be careful.

I'm in awe of her beauty and her intoxicating scent is making it hazardous for me to hold back.

I run my hand through my hair exasperated, I find my hands trembling in the desire to grasp those thighs.

Ohh jeez..those white thighs and her pale skin how cannot my hands tremble.

My heartbeat raises and I'm not sure if my central nervous system is reacting the same as it used to be.

I can't endure this desire, the lechery that I've been holding for a long extent.

Breathe ren breathe, I'm a man who has a mind of steel and strength to endure anything.

Everything I've buried inside came rushing out of the surface.

My elbow is on my lap and my chin is resting on my fingers, it's about 7 in the morning and I'm not sure what I am doing.

I look down at my thighs, seem like I have an erection for which she's a momentary comfort.

She turns to the other side of the mattress and her skirt lifts, I can see her in every nook and cranny.

I'm sitting on the couch admiring her body at the same time beyond embarrassed, this feeling is indescribable and I can't take it anymore.

I scramble out of the couch, try to reach her hand, I take a brief look.

"Do you have any idea, how much I want you," I mumble in dark, eventually I hold her hand, It's even more stimulating from here?

I sit next to her and firmly run my hands through her thighs, I want to taste every inch of her delicious pale skin.

She's exquisite just like a moth to a candle flame, I envy her boyfriend, she's so pretty how the hell did he manage to get someone like her.

I grasp her thighs gratuitously, as my hand reach her panties, I know it was Ck, it feels like I've accomplished the toughest quest in the world, this is just a piece of cloth with some nice printing, how can it make my heart beat so fast?

I lean down over her and grasp each of her ankles, unravelling her shoelaces and taking her socks off, I can't believe it.

Wow…I must be losing my mind, am I gonna have sex with her, this is so unreal.

All of this just went like a hot knife through butter, I lean down kisses her thighs gently and my lips find their way through her panties, I lift her skirt wait I can't find it where's the zipper. oh shit… I can't remove her skirt without unzipping it.

Perhaps it's in the backside of her skirt, it's gonna bit difficult without waking her up, well it's not like I'm not the sharpest tool in the shred, there was a time when I did a lot of unhooking and unzipping.

That time was stupendous, what am I thinking, it's neither the place nor the time to think about it.

I velvety put my hand inside of her skirt, as I move, where are you bastard zip, you're not getting away.

Ohh… I find it. Thank heavens.

I leisurely pull down the zipper, her body is magnificent, I can look at you for eternity, all of a sudden my heart starts pounding.

"I'm in awe of you," I mumbled while gazing down at her.

In the twinkling of an eye, I jerk her legs apart and crawl onto the bed between her legs.

I reach for her panties as an overwhelming thought stops me.

"No don't take it off, you can never go back to what you were," I shake my head.

It's already too late for that, how can I leave it just like this, I've already come this far.

"Thank you, my flawless brain for your decisive piece of advice but wisdom lies not in seeing things but seeing through them," let's listen to heart this time, shall we?

"May God forgive me," but I'm gonna do an unforgivable act.

Suddenly, I sit up and tug her panties off and throw them on the floor…