Returning Back (2)

I was thankful to James for helping me and now that I wanted to return, it was best I did it without his knowledge because if he tagged along I would feel that I was pulling him in a very dangerous situation along with me. Although he was very strong, he could still die when the time came just like Ethan did. I could only think of abandoning him for his own good so I decided to leave early the next morning when he was still sleeping. The only way to leave without any suspicious was to make him feel that I would never leave him that way he would be at ease giving me a chance to escape.

I decided to let him know that I cared for him a lot and was reluctant to part with him so the next part of my plan began when he came into the room. My whole body was sore from lying on the bed for so long and when I stood up, it felt a little difficult for me to walk. I took a few steps towards him and then swayed but as I was about to fall, he quickly rushed towards me and grabbed me by my waist.

It didn't work out as I planned it but I still grabbed the opportunity and placed a kiss on his lips. I felt his body stiffen at my action but not for too long because when he realized I took the initiative, he kissed me back with double the passion making me breathless.

After he left my lips, his lips brushed over my neck before he bit it, he then sucked the skin on my neck and I gasped as my hands clutched his hair and my eyes closed. I realized that I just had to take a step towards him and he was already ready to have me. I just wanted to make a move on him and show him that I sincerely wanted to be with him because I knew, he would not go too far because my wounds were not completely healed yet.

He trailed down a series of kisses down my neck, the were so sensual that they made my body shiver. The pleasure it gave made me cry out in moans of pleasure but he soon pulled back and stepped away from me. His gaze was hot and his breathing was shallow, showing how hard he was trying to suppress himself. He looked at me and I felt that I would burn with that intense and hot gaze, finally his voice resonating "What are you doing?"

I took in a deep breath and stepped forward slowly with a seductive smile on my face. As I was just in front of him, I saw his throat move up and down as if it was drying up. I had the urge to smile victoriously but I suppressed it and placed my arms around his neck. I inched closer to his face as I spoke "What do you think, I am offering myself to you."

I noticed all the changes that crossed his face and saw as his eyes widened but what he did was not the result o expected, he pried my arms away and his voice turned cold "Who are you trying to fool, tell me what are you planning this time."

I was surprised at how smart this man was and he was not controlled by the desires of his own body, he could control them and think logically but I also knew that I could not let any unwanted expression pass my face because it would definitely not go unnoticed by him. I assessed the situation and lowered my head with a sad emotion on my face. I knew at this moment if I continued doing what I was doing, he would be more doubtful so I turned around to move towards the bed as I said "Nevermind, forgot that I said something..."

I deliberately left that sentence hanging as I said in the bed and as expected I felt his gaze on me. I could not look up to see as I didn't want to be discovered but I knew well enough that he was assessing the situation in his head and hesitating with his actions. I was just waiting for him to come to me but I didn't want to let him know my intentions so I lay down on the bed a soft I was going to rest.

After a while he came to sit next to me and said "Are you serious about what you said?"

I looked at him and said with a little sad tone "Don't mind it, I just made a fool of myself. I want to take a rest, why don't you sleep too."

He didn't say anything for a while but then he held my hand and said "I have been wanting this for so long but you have always been running away so I was scared that you were planning something again."

I felt a sense of guilt pass through me but then he was right with what he said but in my defense I was doing this to protect him. I looked at him with serious eyes "I have been with you for so many days now and I have seen your care for me I can't help but feel moved so I decided to show you that I will always be with you through my actions."

He smiled and pressed me down for a kiss as his hands travelled under my clothes. My body froze and I didn't know what to do this was not what I had expected nor could I push him away.