Chapter Twenty Six

Winwin pov

I was looking all over the house for ten but couldn't find him.

Me- has anyone seen ten?

They nodded a no whilst eating their breakfast.

I walked back upstairs. Mrs Lee slept in tens room so he won't be in there. I mean unless he wanted to sleep with a little sweet old lady.... wouldn't put it past him

I walked to taeyongs door and opened it a little.

Me- that's okay. He's here.

Taeyong sat up as soon as I was about to turn around.

Taeyong - shhh

I nodded and he slowly got out of the bed not waking ten up.

Taeyong- let him sleep for today.

He shut the door.

Taeyong - I need to read that file today.

Me - how about you take the day off. Ten can as well as you can both stay with your mother.

He agreed

Taeyong- he was awake alot of the night upping and downing having panic attacks and crying.

Me - just make sure you read those files.

Taeyong - I will do. Promise.

Me - even if he doesn't ask for them. Give him hugs. All day. When he's stood there looking sad give him a hug. Or crying.

Taeyong - I will. You may go to school now.

He sighed walking downstairs and I heard them all leaving.

I woke my mom up and she almost hit me

Me - mom can you help me make breakfast for ten?

Mom- what sort of idiot child can't make breakfast.

Me- me. I can't.

She sighed getting up putting her slippers on.

We made the breakfast and she plated 3 plates and I went to wake ten up.

Me - ten? You need to come have some breakfast.

I shook him a little bit and he got up.

Ten- I'm coming....

I nodded walking out.

I walked downstairs and waited for about 5 minutes so I decided to go back up. He was laid in my blankets snoring again.

Me - wake up idiot.

He sat up.

Ten- whatever.

He got up quickly walking into his bedroom putting some sweatpants and a tshirt on.

Me- you look like tramp.

Ten- do you want a fight?

He went back in and came out in shirts and a tshirt.

We ate breakfast slowly when my mom offered to go buy groceries. 

Ten- I'll come with you.

Mom- no its fine. You should relax and stay together.

We finally agreed and my mom left.

Ten- fuck sake taeyong. I can't act much longer.

Me - do you really hate me that much still?

Ten- I...

Me- I thought we were atleast on a comfortable level.

Ten- wait I didn't mean it like that-

Me - its fine.

Ten- taeyong just wait.

I went upstairs.

I didn't realise he hated me still. I dont hate him. Well I don't think I do.

No I don't hate him. I like him I like him alot. I hated him at first but seeing him so sad. It hurts my heart and I dont know why. Does he not feel like that at all? Of course he doesn't. Why should he ? What punch one guy and give a few hugs and you want him to love you? Mom's right you stupid child.