Suffering

People say school is a paradise for teenagers, where you can make friends, love and friendship. that's why many people miss their school days but that doesn't apply to me.

My name is Yulia Candra Winata, I am 17 years old. I have never felt happiness in my life there is only suffering, Yulia also often wonders what is wrong with her to have a very bad fate. She hates everything, both at school and home because no one wants her presence in this world.

Teng... tong... teng... tong

When Yulia was thinking about the bad luck that befell her suddenly the bell rang signaling that school was over, Yulia who heard it immediately became excited again because she wanted to go home as soon as possible. You must be wondering why Yulia wants to go home immediately when she even hates home so much. The answer is that Yulia likes playing virtual reality games which are on the rise lately. She can let go of all the sadness and do whatever she wants.

"Finally"

Yulia hurriedly packed up her school supplies and walked towards the classroom door but when she was almost to the front of the classroom door suddenly someone grabbed her hair from behind.

"Ahh!"

Yulia winced in pain as her hair was grabbed firmly, a woman came straight to her and grabbed her chin firmly. She was Dinda who always bullied her with other friends. Yulia did not know what she had done to become the subject of their ridicule, Yulia had reported this problem to the principal but he never processed this bullying problem further because Dinda was the principal's daughter, Yulia had shown evidence of Dinda's violence he still did not believe and thought that it was just an accident.

"Hey... where are you going, Yulia? You didn't forget your promise did you?"

"What do you mean, I never promised anything to you before," Yulia said while grimacing as Dinda's friend pulled her hair even harder.

"You promised to give me your money right, so give it to me quickly."

"But I don't have any money, Dinda"

"Cih ... no need to make excuses, friends quickly check the bag," Dinda said to her friend.

One of Dinda's friends began to try to take Yulia's bag, but Yulia still insisted on not giving her bag, Dinda and her friends who saw it immediately tried to snatch it and they even grabbed it, hit and even kicked Yulia violently. Until finally they managed to grab Yulia's bag and unpack the entire contents of the bag and even scattered her belongings everywhere. After unpacking the contents of the bag Dinda still found nothing.

"Hey... ..where's the money," Dinda said while shouting.

"I told you that I don't have any money"

"Oh! You poor thing, tomorrow if you don't bring money for me just watch me beat you up, UNDERSTAND!!!"

After that Dinda immediately left Yulia alone with the condition of clothes that had been messed up and items that had been scattered everywhere. Yulia just sighed and cleaned up her stuff again and walked home.

During the trip Yulia continued to stare at the road with an empty look as if she had no purpose in life, the people who saw it felt confused and some felt sorry to see her but Yulia did not care about the people's gaze at her. She kept walking and finally got home.

When inside Yulia was greeted with the sound of arguing from both parents, she was used to hearing all that. Her parents often quarreled even almost every day. She is also always the outlet of both parents, Yulia always receives violence from her father and mother. Father most often tortured her, if Yulia made a mistake even just a little Father would immediately beat her using a belt or hit her using a long ruler.

Yulia walked towards her parents to tell them that the tuition fee for her school had been in arrears for 2 months and if it was not paid then Yulia would be expelled from school. She was lazy to meet them but Yulia had no choice.

"YOU ARE ALWAYS ASKING ME FOR MONEY, FIND YOUR OWN MONEY, YOU USELESS HUSBAND!!!"

"WHAT DO YOU SAY ASSHOLE WOMAN. I TOLD YOU, I'LL CHANGE WHEN I HAVE A JOB"

"HAH! YOU'RE GOING TO CHANGE? YOU DON'T HAVE A JOB AND SAY YOU WANT TO CHANGE? HAHAHAHA...DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH, A GUY LIKE YOU WHO EVEN LOOKS FOR A LAZY JOB AND ONLY EXPECTS MONEY FROM ME?? DON'T DREAM...I WON'T GIVE YOU A DIME."

"WHAT DID YOU SAY BITCH!!!.... HOW DARE YOU CALL ME THAT?"

"WHAT... YOU WANT TO HIT ME HUH... JUST HIT ME... LET'S HIT"

Very angry Dad began to hit Mom, Mom who was hit did not accept it and immediately grabbed Dad's hair so hard that her head was pulled down. Dad still did not want to lose and tried to hit Mom again, the fight continued until Yulia came up to them and said.

"Mom."

Yulia's father and mother who heard that immediately stopped their argument and looked at Yulia angrily.

"WHAT," said Yulia's mother.

"Mom, the principal said that if I don't pay the school fees that have been in arrears for 2 months, then I will be expelled from school. When will you pay my tuition fees?"

"YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER, YOU KNOW YOU'RE ASKING FOR IT..... YOU DON'T SEE THAT I'M BUSY HUH... !!!"

"THIS CHILD IS VERY TROUBLED, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE BORN IN THIS WORLD... GO TO YOUR ROOM BEFORE I BLOW YOU USING A BELL ROPE" said Dad angrily.

"But...sir..."

PLAK.....

When Yulia had not finished speaking, her mother slapped her hard and the slap even made an impression on Yulia's cheek. While Yulia could only stay silent on the spot.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM NOW.... "

Yulia who heard it immediately went to the room and locked the door, she lay down on the bed. Yulia looked to the left where there was a fairly large capsule where Yulia played virtual reality games. She bought the capsule with the pocket money she collected every day, Yulia never brought her pocket money to school because she knew very well that Dinda would take her money. Yulia always kept her money in a place that even her parents did not know and bought it secretly. Yulia installed the capsule when Mom and Dad were not home and even locked her room to make sure that her parents could not enter her room.

Yulia originally intended to play the game, but she locked herself away because she felt tired and decided to sleep instead.

In the middle of the night, Yulia heard a very loud scream that woke her up from sleep, Yulia was very sure it was the voice of her mother. She wondered why the screaming sounded so strong, Yulia had often heard them arguing but never this strongly.

Yulia decided to check it out herself, she slowly started walking towards the kitchen where she heard Mom's voice coming from. When she got to the kitchen, she was shocked to see her father stabbing mom with a kitchen knife and she also saw her mother who was no longer alive.

The father who realized Yulia's existence immediately stopped the action and started walking towards Yulia.

"Now it's your turn, my son"

After saying that the father immediately ran towards Yulia, Yulia saw it and immediately ran towards the living room, there Yulia took something that was in the table drawer after she got what she was looking for Yulia waited for the father in the corner of the room. the father arrived in the living room and prepared to stab Yulia using the kitchen knife but the father's movement stopped as soon as he saw Yulia who held a gun in her hand.

"Where did you get that"

"It belongs to mom"

Bang... Bang... Bang...

Yulia shot her father in the legs, stomach, and head until he died instantly. Yulia looked at her father's lifeless body with a flat expression and didn't even feel guilty or sorry for him.

"Hah... I'll go to jail"

That's what Yulia thought, all this commotion would be heard by her neighbors. even though the time showed 2 pm but with all this noise it would make them suspicious and would call the police.

"I'd better play virtual reality games before I'm in jail"

Yulia immediately walked towards the room and ignored her father's body, after being in the room Yulia immediately entered the capsule, put on virtual glasses, and logged into the game.

Continued...