l actually don't remember what happened next, the only thing that was being processed was me running with all my strength and my destination was home. l still felt my cheeks burning red hot as the wind blew along side me with the cherry blossoms falling and my name being called out. l didn't want to stop, i ran and ran that was the only thought in mind at that moment that l could think of clearly. l fell down a couple of times and it hurt like hell even tho i still continued on my mission on running even tho it was foolish and funny or maybe silly i just had so much on my mind in that moment. l busted through the door and headed straight to my room and closed the door shut so no one could follow me in. l really didn't need an audience in the moment and a couple of questions flying at me like a Frisbee.
"Honey, what's wrong?" i heard mom ask on the other side of the door.
"Oh, Riru... what happened?"
l know l kept him in a tough pickle but what was l supposed to do. l felt like everything right now was driving me crazy and everything in this room was spinning at uncontrollable speed with only one realization coming in mind that Riru, my childhood bestfriend, who l had spent all my time with was in love with me!!? and no one else, me.
My heartbeat increased with every moment and maybe well skipped a beat. Maybe it was due to all the running l've been at or the loos of blood with my injured knees.
l was so confused, let today end as soon as possible. l wished silently as l sinked myself in my bed.