Silence

I grit my teeth to stop myself from shouting and clench my fists to feel something. I feel like the ground is vanishing beneath my feet and I'm falling down, down, down. The pain of my fingernails digging into the palms of my hands are the only thing keeping me grounded, keeping me sane. "Dion, I swear to the gods if you don't get out of my way this moment, I'm going to kill you. We barely know eachother, you do not have the right to tell me what to do. Not now, not ever.", My body is shaking. Whetever it's from anger or terror I do not know but I do know that I hate feeling so weak, so unbelievably helpless.

He doesn't move out of my way but holds his hands up in a peaceful gesture, slowly shaking his head, his jaw tense. "Please don't force me to hold you back forcingly." I narrow my eyes at him, as if he would be dumb enough to try that, he knows that he's not strong enough to do that. "You can't stop me, I need to know if it's really her, need to see it with my own eyes." In the same moment he decides to take a step towards me I kick one of his legs, making him looses his balance and giving me a chance to throw him to the ground with a loud thud. He groans slightly but I don't move to check, I don't even look down to him, there are more important things to do. Suddenly, as I try to take my first step I feel a tug on my leg. When I look down one of Dion's hands is gripping my ankle and he looks up at me with pleading eyes. "Don't do it." I pull my leg out of his grip with a firm tug and start walking to the door down the hallway.

I hesitate a moment when my hand is on the door handle. If Dion is right...Do I want to say that? I mean....I want the confirmation but...."Stop hesitating." I shake my head and press down the door handle before I start overthinking it again like I did before entering the house. I keep chanting "Please don't be her, please don't her, please don't be her, be anyone but her." But when I enter the room, the my thoughts and the world around me turn completly silent.

I'm barely able to make out how many corpses there even are... it looks like something just...imploded, there's blood nearly everywhere and it's hardly possible to tell what the parts on the ground once were. An arm? A leg, maybe? If that's a head then that is.....no....No....blond hair. Just like....