In the Rain

As I look up through my clear umbrella, I smile as the raindrops glide off of the surface. "Today is the day I will be brave enough to face him." Him, as in super hot jock bad boy, Derrian Crete. Derrian has been in my erotic fantasies since forever. His lips trailing down my neck and his hands underneath my shirt. his abs, his tongue entwined with mine. Damn.

I walk into the cafe, Cafe Of Sweets, that Derrian works his part time job at. I have basically memorized his schedule top to bottom. I know he works during the week at 5 to 9 pm, goes to his friend, Leo's house on Saturday to play Fortnight during around 1 to 3 pm, and then goes home doing who knows what on Sundays. As I open the door leading to the cafe, I see him. Bronze, tousled blonde hair, beautiful green eyes, and... kissing another girl.

The pain that streaks through my heart nearly makes me want to double down and bawl but I hold the tears in. I mean sure I am not the prettiest, but I am not ugly. I have normal brown hair, blue eyes, and I have curves. They are slight but they are there. Size B cups and a a nice butt that fills my jeans well. I made it pretty clear I liked him and I was pretty sure he winked at me during Chemistry. I know he hooks up a lot but it has recently died down. Well I suppose he is back to doing it again. I even started talking a bit to him. That is if you count, "hi" as talking.

I see him do everything I thought he would do to me to her. He kisses her down her neck and she moans. I flinch but can't stop myself from staring. They haven't noticed me yet because they are facing the other direction. She is sitting on the table top and her shirt is halfway across the room, her eyes closed but her eyelashes fluttering. She is gorgeous and everything I could never be. Silky blonde hair, tone, tan, body, big boobs, big butt, long lashes, plump lips, and basically everything a boy like Derrian would want. Derrian is caressing her and all I can think is run. But my legs betray me and don't move. I wonder why nobody else is here. Then I look back at the door and see the sign that says closed. I curse myself for being so blind sided and suddenly remember Derrian mentioning he was going to leave his part time job because his boss was too lazy to hire more employees. There are also no windows which I think is off. Then I realize this was probably where he hooked up. I am disgusted. The cafe door didn't even have a chime to alert I was here.

Derrian starts unhooking the bra straps and it falls to the ground, she giggles and I internally barf. Her breasts spring out like a Jack in the box. As I see him touch her tits, I flee. Thankfully, I don't think they saw me. For once I thank God they were so enraptured by themselves.

As I run across the roads and stop, too tired and exhausted to keep going, I look up and meet a wall. No, not a wall, a man!

I choke. He is so beautiful I could cry. A lean, muscular body, toned and sexy, black hair, and striking silver eyes behind black spectacles that make him look even more sexy. He looks around 25. About 2 years older than me.

"I am so sorry. I wasn't looking," I say hurriedly, brushing off his chest and I can tell a blush creeping up my face.

"Its fine." He laughs and when I look up I almost wish I didn't. He has a twinkle in his eyes when he smiles and his smile reaches his eyes.

I nearly comment how spectacular he looks but remember I have a brain so I shut my mouth. As he smiles even wider looking bemused. I look at him confused. Then I remember my hands are still on his chest. I hurry and take them off but he holds them and smiles.

"Why? I liked it better when they were on." His words themselves turned me on, not even Derrian could do that. Derrian. Oh geez. The memories rush back and I feel the tears that I suppressed before come back up. As the mystery man sees them he looks stunned. "Oh I'm sorry!" Then, he drops my hands and blushes. I almost laugh but it ends up bringing more tears and snot, too. I look away, embarrassed out of my mind.

"Hey, what is it? I hope I wasn't too straight forward or something. Usually it doesn't make girls cry." He looks so confused I crack a smile.

"Don't worry. You didn't do anything. I was having a pretty good time-" Damn you Alara and your mindless talking. "I mean it was nice-" Darn. "I mean I was in a good mood cause I was going to uh..." I wonder if I should even trust this man whom I only met a couple minutes ago. Then, I decide it really doesn't matter. "I was going to admit to my crush that I liked him but then I saw him making out with this rando." I see his eyes widen and slant and I realize he was honestly a much better guy than Derrian who wouldn't even listen to half the words I say. It doesn't matter though. I am probably not going to see this man again anyways.

"What a jerk."

"Well, I suppose I should've confessed earlier. Although that wouldn't do anything since he was already making out with girls before." I sigh and say, "Well, it was good to see you." He looks like he wants to say something and I realize I wanted him to make up an excuse for me to stay. I guess we both realized we didn't have an excuse.

"Um... bye. By the way, I don't recommend going after that dude. He sounds like an ass." I smile and nod dejected.

"Bye."

I wish we didn't have to part ways but as my best friend is waiting back at my dorm and expects lunch, I hurry to get a Taxi. Looking back, I see the man's silver eyes again and realize I didn't even catch his name.