May 24 2006

*baby crying in the background*

It's...it's a GIRL!! *Doctor gives baby to mom* Here she is, what would you like to name her miss? I- I don't know.. *she looks the baby in the eyes and starts to cry* I know what I'll name her, "Masaya", in tagalog it means happy, because she will always make me happy. That's what she used to say.. Masaya...but now I'm nothing but a burden...hi I'm Masaya, May for short, and this is my life..the said real cruelty, and all that crappy emotions and hormones that comes with being a teen, including my non-perfect life, and can't forget my abusive mom! Aww don't feel bad, my life can't get any worse right?( Or so I thought.)