CONFUSED

ELLA

Tahimik naman. Naligo na ko at naghanda bago bumaba para kumain malamang ay si Eris ay natutunan ng mag adjust sa oras ko. Good siya ang mag adjust sakin.

Pero pagka baba ko sa dining area I saw a yellow note.

To My sweetie,

Good morning we left your breakfast sabay sabay na kaming umalis tatlo nila tita Madeline mo and Eris. Eris told that 6 is your wake up time. Kumain ka na muna bago umalis I love you sweetie. Ingat sa pag drive

Love, Dad.

Kaya pala walang nang gising sakin well ok na to. I ate the pancake and bacon that they left for me. Then wash the dishes.

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"Good morning Ella"

"Morning Shawn"

"Tinanghali ka? Hindi kayo magkasabay ngayon ni Eris?" She asked at sabay na kaming maglakad.

"Sorry But I'm not with your princess"

"Hahaha gusto ko yung narinig ko ah, by the way are you free after class?"

"Sorry kung aayain mo ko makipag date hell no Shawn"

"Duh loyal ako kay Eris. Sabi mo kasi kahapon na you want to join in my team kaya mamayang hapon sinabi ko na sakanila about your try out"

"Ohhh ok but I don't have my PE uniform" ang sabi ko pagka kuha ko ng ibang Gamit ko sa locker ko at pagkasara ko nakatitig lang sakin si Shawn habang nakasandal sa locker.

"Oh bakit?"

"Wala ang ganda mo pala" I see the amusement on her eyes then I just flipped my hair.

"Alam ko na yun and if you just Flirting with me Shawntel stop it bitch you don't have a fucking chance" tsaka naglakad na ko.

"Hobby mo na ba ang pagsabi ng bad words? Kung may nakarinig sayo na member ng student ng council lagot ka nanaman"

"Shawn pedeng tumahimik ka muna? Araw araw na lang pakiramdam ko paulit ulit na lang ang nangyayari sakin ang mga sinasabi ko"

"Ganun talaga dito tingnan mo yung paligid mo" nandito kami sa overpass ng school kung saan nakikita namin ang mga pumapasok at dumadaan yung iba puro hawak na lang nila libro, o kaya naman mga nakapila papasok .

"Para silang robot" ngayon ko lanv napansin.

"Oo, this school is not just an ordinary school yung iba parang sirang plaka na lang na paulit ulit ang mga ginagawa, tingnan mo tong gagawin ko ah" then she take a deep breath na para bang inihahanda ang sarili niya sa pag si-

"WAHHHHHH!!" Ayan sumigaw na nga siya at nag tinginan na lang hata samin.

"Bwahahaha sabi ko sayo!" Then she take my hand at tsaka ako hinitak patakbo.

"Kung ayaw mong maging paulit ukit ang nangyayari sayo maging iba ka!" Habang tumatakbo kami nakatingin lang ako sakanya na parang tuwang tuwa sa Ginawa niya. Hanggang sa makarating na kami sa may rooftop. At sa layo ng tinakbo namin parehas na kaming pagod na pagod.

"Ikaw naman ang sumigaw" ang sabi niya sakin.

"Hindi ako baliw para gayahin ka"

"Sige na sumigaw ka lang kung kanino ka naiinis"

"Kapag ginawa ko yun pangalan mo ang una kong sasabihin"

"Tara na" and now we are in the edge of rooftop which is my harang naman.

"WOHOOO!!" nag e enjoy talaga siya sa ginagawa niya. The I see myself na ginagaya na lang siya.

"I HATE YOU SHAWN! ANG DALDAL MO! AND I HATE YOU SO MUCH ERIS SCARLET!!!!" Napatingin na lang ako sa tumatawang katabi ko.

"Sinabi ko na ngang naiinis ako sayo tuwang tuwa ka pa" ang naiinis ko na sabi.

"Sorry ang tagal ko na kasing hindi nakakatawa ng ganito" ang sabi niya then she take a sit on the floor.

"Let me guess that last time you laugh is when you're with Eris?" Then I sitted beside her.

"Yes I still remember the day when we do the same thing we shout in both of our lungs we don't care kung sino man ang makarinig samin basta masaya kaming dalawa" then I saw a sadness in her eyes.

"But it's all gone when you confessed her feelings for her?"

"Mas malala pa" she rested her head on my shoulder and I let her.

"I don't want to turn in this way, is it my fault to fall inlove with the wrong person and confess my feelings for her in a wrong time? Ella I tried to forget Eris but everytime that I'm with somebody else she's always on my mind" naramdaman ko na lang na may tumulo sa kamay ko.

"Tell me it's your tears at hindi sipon"

"It's my tears pede ba nag dra drama ko dito" Katahimikan ang bumalot saming dalawa. Nung naging ok na siya umayos na siya ng upo.

"Sorry Ella nakita mo pa yung ganung side ko, pede ko bang tapalan yang bibig mo para hindi mo na masabi sa iba?" Ayan bumalik na siya sa dati.

"Then treat me a burger after the try out" then I gave her a smile.

"Is it a date?"

"You want me to curse you again?" Ang tanong ko sakanya. Tumayo na siya at inabot ang kamay niya.

"Tara na" I take her hands and I feel this strange feelings. Kaya pala natulala na ko skaanya.

"Ella?" Dun lang ako natauhan.

"Mabuti pa pumasok na tayo" pagkapasok namin sa classroom nagkatinginan samin ang lahat maliban na lang kay Eris.

"Shawntel Mainor" bigla na lang lumapit samin si Ms.Vice President. Kaklase pala namin siya. Hindi ko siya napansin sa kadaldalan ni Shawn

"Yes Athena?" Shawn just put a smile on her face which is kinaasar ni Athena.

"Alam mo siguro ang ginawa mo kanina and it's against the rules" this Vice President is too obsessed with the rules.

"Excuse me Ms.Vice President we just want to have some fun kaya yun ginawa ni Shawn and if you have a plan to put us on detention room then go ahead dun na lang namin itutuloy ang kasiyahan namin ni Shawn" pinagtatanggol ko ba tong baliw na to?

"Ano naman itutuloy natin dun ha Ella?"

"Tumahimik ka na lang pede?"

"Athena" at lahat kami ay napatingin sa nagsalita her cold voice ddrive me crazy it felt like a cold ice that froze me in a moment.

"Kalimutan mo na lang Athena" her damn calm voice.

"Narinig mo naman ang sinabi ni Eris... Kaya huminahon ka na Athena" napatingin kami sa may kakadating lang na si Cleo.

"Ikaw naman kasi si Shawn ang aga aga gumugawa ka ng gulo sinali mo pa tong si Ella" Cleo said and give Eris a smirk.

"Lorelei" may pagbabanta sa boses ni Eris.

"Oh my dear Eris you can call me Cleo but not Lorelei" my step sister and this hot girl give each other a sharp look to each other. Ok another girl who just broke their straightness for my step sister.

"Hay hilig mo talaga gumawa ng eksena Cleopatra" ang singit ni Shaw at pumagitna siya sa may dalawa.

"Shawntell how many times I told you that don't call me Cleopatra in public places" mag aaway na sana yung dalawa when someone clear her throat.

"Ms.Mainor, Ms. Morgan and Ms.Scarlet what's going on here?" Yung strict na teacher namin.

"Wala po ma'am we just have a little reunion here with my childhood friends, tara sali ka dito Ella" baliw ba talaga tong si Shawn?

"Ok it's enough all of you back to your seats!" Yung mga takot kong eatudyante ay parang langgam na nataranta para lang makaupo.

"Ok so today is our science class so me and Sir Matthew had agreed to combine my class to his class para sabay sabay niya kayong maturuan" ang paliwanag nung teacher namin.

"Sus tinatamad ka lang" ang narinig kong bulong ni Shawn kami kasi ang magkatabi dahil si Aira ay nakasama kay Cleo. Kaya hindi ko mapigilan na matawa.

"Uhmm excuse me Ms.Quinn may nakakatawa ba sa sinabi ko?" Pinigilan ko na lang yung pagtawa ko.

"W..wala po Ma'am"

"Good so as what I said" blah blah blah

"Woah sanay ka palang tumawa" ang bulong sakin ni Shawn.

"Tumahimik ka na lang kasi" ang naiirita kong sabi.

Sa dinami dami ng sinabi ni Ms.Minchin ang ending lilipat kami sa may isang room, sa isang napakalaking room na parang pahagdan ang style at may malaking tv screen sa baba.

"Hey Captain!" Napatingin naman tong kasama ko sa mga tumawag sakanya. Limang babae na mukang mga pasaway din and all of them are gifted. (Yeah that's what I mean.) They intentionally open the top button of their uniform to show their large cleavages. Cursed them!

"Oh hi Ella" ok hindi ko na talaga alam kung sino ba ang straight sa mga paligid ko I'm really confused right now. I don't know how to describe them but in generally they are all have this sexy and for model like body. For me this Scarlet University is like an Amazon.

"Ok guyz" ang full of energy na sabi ni Shawn na nakalimutan niy yata na nandito kami para magklase pero wala pa naman yung prof namin.

"This is Ella Quinn"

"Alam namin Shawn kaya nga binati ko na siya di ba?" Ang sabi nung babaeng bumati sakin kanina.

"Ok so this is Alyssa" she looks like a little bit japanese, her white skin na nangingibaw sakanilang lima.

"But you can call me Lisa" according to my radar she is straight hope I'm right

"And this is Nicole" this girl has a short hair which is perfect for her because it's shows how hot she is. But I don't know if she's a straight or not.

"Roses are red, violets will never become blue but I just want to say Nice to meet you" then she gave me the sign that she's not a straight because she gave me a wink.

"Nicole umayos ka nga" ang sabi ni Lisa aabay siko dito.

"Just kidding by the way if you want a band that can perform sa anong event you can call my boyfriend" thanks! She's a straight.

"Nag endorse pa ng boyfriend niya, and this is Roxanne" this girl is more like a wild type you know girls that you can see in every party, but it shows in her vibe. I don't want to be judgemental.

"This is Trisha" sakanilang lahat parang siya na ang matino but she's too busy with her phone.

"Hey Trisha" ang tawag ni Shawn sakanya.

"Nice to meet you Ella and welcome to the team sorry I'm too busy texting with my boyfriendss"

"Boyfriends? Or you mean your toys?" Ang pang aasar na sabi ni Lisa. Sa tingin ko magkakasundo kami ni Trisha.

"And she is Agatha" this girl looks like second Queen Bee with her looks she can capture every guys heart. But this damn girl just take a stare me for a seconds. From head to toe

"Oh by the way Shawn are you free after class?" Ok... I thinks she's les how can I say that? Well trust me the eay she looks Shawn.

"Agatha di ba nga try out ni Ella mamaya?"

"Oo nga pala kinalimutan ko na" she gave me her fake smile.

"Ok girls at the back this is not the right time for your team meeting" ohhh our prof is so hot.

"Trish look are new prof" Roxanne says at siniko niya si Trisha na binitiwan na yung cellphone niya. She put her two fingers in her mouth and give a whistle to our new hot prof.

"Hi sir!" Trisha said when she waved her hands to sir.

"Sorry My babe Zander I love you but our new prof is so damn hot!" Then I saw Nicole kissing the pic of guy in her cellphone.

"Basta di ko kayo kilala" Lisa says as she cover her face with her bag. And this Agatha just hold Shawn hands.

"Back to your seats according to your class" we caught the attention of everyone.

"Bye Captain see you later at sayo din Ella" ang sabi ni Lisa and this Agatha let go the hands of Shawn. Naghanap kami ng mauupuan when Cleo wave her hands and let us seat on the vacant seats beside her. Ako na ang naupo sa tabi ni Cleo. Nakapagitna ako kila Shawn and Cleo and si Aira naman ay nasa other side ni Cleo.

"Ok so today our discussion is about the different sex organs" then we hear the cheer of Roxanne and Trisha.

"Your team are too excited for our topic today" I heard Cleo when she teased Shawn.

"Well because they are not boring" ang nakangiting sagot naman ni Shawn.

"Like captain like teammates" ang bulong naman ni Aira.

"C'mmon just let them they just put some spice in our boring topic, right Ella?" Then she gave me a smile.

"Whatever" so we listened to

The discussion of our hot prof well I'm not listening at all I have this plan if this school don't have a fucking guys so I'm gonna flirt with this Prof. So I can't help it to put a grin on my face sabay tingin naman sakin nung prof namin so I gave him a wink, I see you how he takes a gulp and fix his red necktie.

Gotcha!

"So sir can we move on to girls private part? Tell us more about this G spot" Agatha caught the attention of everyone while she's looking directly to Shawn.

"Nice one Agatha!" We hear the voice of Roxanne.

"Shawntel patahimikin mo na nga yung mga ka teammates mo" tumingin ako sa nagsalita nasa likuran pala namin sila Athena and Eris. Nung tumingin ako kay Eris umiwas lang siya ng tingin.

"Welll uhmm" kinakabahan naman yata si Sir kaya bumalik na din ako.

"Well that's an interesting part!" I shout then I caught the attention of everyone.

"The G spot is the spot where you can consider as the weak but at the same time the pleasure spot of girls" ang dugtong ko.

"Right Ella!" Ang sabay na sabi nila Roxanne at Trisha. Dudugtungan ko pa sana pero nag bell na. Sayang naman. Unti unti ng naubos yung tao sa room.

"I don't expect that you Have this dirty mind of yours" I heard Cleo commented when we are left inside the room.

"You're really perfect for the volleyball team" tsss this Nerdy Girl.

"Ehem ehem can you please stop understimating my team?" Shawn.

"Just let me know if Shawn will do something to you" Cleo whispered in my ears and it makes me shiver, the hell what's wrong with me?

Umalis na silang dalawa ni Aira kaya kami na lang ang naiwan ni Shawn. Sumandal ako at bahagyang nag slunt sa upuan I closed my eyes.

"Ella ok ka lang?" Shawn

"I need a fucking break Shawn will you please leave me alone? Susunod na lang akk sa next class natin" I'm really confused right now, first yung kiss ni Eris, second when I take the hand of Shawn and now the whisper of Cleo that makes me secretly shiver.

"Ok" narinig ko na lang na gumalaw yung upuan sa tabi ko at yung pagsara ng pinto.

"Ano na ba nangyayari sakin? Kasalanan to ni Eris Scarlet"

You are my first kiss

I fucking hate you Eris Scarlet!

"So how can it be my fault?" I open my eyes then I saw her face really close to me umiwas ako pero pagkaiwas ko nauntog naman ako sa kabilang upuan.

"Ouch, bakit ba kasi bigla bigla ka naa lang sumusulpot?!" Ang naiinis kong sabi and I feel the heat on my face.

"Tito Elias want us to have a dinner sa isang restaurant mamaya" she said with her cold voice. Really this girl don't show too much emotion.

"But after class I have my tryout to volleyball team"

"Then I'll wait for you" kinuha ko na yung bag ko.

"Bahala ka" umalis na ko at iniwan ko na lang siya dun. Tsss ayoko siyang makita.

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"Ok focus on your backstroke Aira!" We heard the voice of Cleo then a splashed in the pool.

"Ok Shawn what are we doing here? Aren't we suppose in the gymnasium for my tryout?" Then she stop dragging me.

"You said that you don't have your PE uniform, kinausap ko na si Ms.Principal about that but for now I asked Aira if we can borrow her uniform"

"Bakit kay Aira pa?" Ayokong magkautang na loob sa babaeng yun.

"So what's wrong about that? Ok lang yun ayoko namang manghiram kay Cleopatra" may diin sa boses ni Shawn nung sinabi niya ang pangalan ni Cleo.

"Ok! Ok! Just take off your hands" at inalis ko na yung pagkakahawak namin. When we open the door in swimming club napatingin samin lahat.

"What are you doing here Shawntel?" Cleo is so hot in their swim suit uniform.

"We're here for Aira" tapos may umahon na isang babae and it's nerdy girl. Well because of what I saw and when she removed her eyeglasses well I can't see the reason why her fucking ex leave her... Oh dahil mas maganda nga pala ko sakanya.

"Aira?"

"Yes sorry captain, Shawn asked me if she can borrow my PE uniform" Aira explained with her captain. Then Cleo whistled.

"Ok break time for 30 mins!" Ang seryoso naman niya maging captain yung iba ay lumabas muna sa swimming area.

"Kuhanin ko na muna yung uniform" ang sabi ni Nerdy girl at sinuot na niya ulit yung nerdy glass niya.

"Sama ko!" Ang excited na sabi ni Shawn susunod na sana si Shawn kay Aira ng hitakin ni Cleo yung damit niya.

"Don't you dare to peek with my members!" Cleo warned Shawn. Eto namang Shawn nagtatakbo na agad pagbitaw sakanya ni Cleo.

"So hi Ella" she take a sit at the side of the pool. Her body is so perfect for a model.

"Kamusta naman si Shawn? Hindi ka ba niya naiinis?"

"Naiinis niya ko lagi, but I have no choice she's the captain of the volleyball team" then she laugh.

"That's her nature, so how was Eris as a step sister?" Then she look at me seriously in my eyes.

"Hindi kami gaanong nag uusap she's always in her room at ako din"

"Talk to her she's a very lonely person" the way she talks it looks like she really know Eris.

"The way youtalk parang kilalang kilala mo si Eris" then she looks at her reflection in the pool and make a smile on her face.

"Eris... She is my childhood friend. She saves me. Kung hindi dahil sakanya wala ako kung nasan ako ngayon"

"So childhood friend mo din si Shawn?"

"Sad to say but yes the three of us we're bestfriends but everything changed habang lumilipas ang panahon unti unti ding nagbago kaming tatlo, hanggang sa hindi na namin napansin yung space between us." So she's different with Shawn. Mas pinapahalagahan lang niya ang friendship nilang tatlo.

"But I thought you livr in England"

"Oo doon din ako pinanganak but at the age of 5 pumunta kami dito, tapos nung nag 10 ako bumalik ako sa England at doon ko na pinapatuloy ang fashion career ko"

"Then why are you here?"

"I need a break too, I need to relax myself I just want to see her" ohhh

"And you are pertaining to"

"Yes Eris Scarlet, I just want to be with her pero hindi na niya ko pinapansin" and now she's hugging her knee. Galing mo Eris ginawa mong malungkot ang idol ko. Ok ok Cleo is my idol when it comes to fashion. Yun lang no more no less I'm still straight!

I don't know how to comfort her.

"Ella eto na!" Istorbo talaga tong si Shawn nakita ko din na tumayo na si Cleo at nagpanggap na parang wala kaming pinag usapan.

"Now you get what you want Shawn, excuse us we need to continue our practice" habang naglalakd kami paalis hindi ko maiwasan na tumingin kay Cleo.

She's a good actress and a good pretender.

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