So close yet so far

Li Xiaolu couldn't describe the emotions she was feeling at that moment. She was feeling too many emotions at the same time. Her heart was filled with happiness and joy while at the same time she was feeling sad that her family was so close to her and yet she couldn't tell them she was Lin Xiaolu. 

She quickly wiped down her tears when Lin Mochen wasn't looking at her. She once again looked around the room very carefully. She didn't want to miss any of the details in the room. She wanted each and everything inside the room to be engraved in his mind. 

"The room is very lovely, " Li Xiaolu complimented honestly once she had gained control over her emotions.

"Do you like it?" 

"Hmm..." Li Xiaolu nodded with a smile. 

"That's great, " Lin Mochen smiled. He was also going through the same emotions. So close yet so far.... this was what he was feeling.