Thaddeus POV
I fucked up; I knew I fucked up. I let my walls down. I fell asleep, as soon as I opened my eyes, I knew they would find me. I shouldn t have gone home, shouldn t have closed my eyes for those few seconds which turned into hours. I could feel them getting nearer. Looking at the clock, I see that it is 10 AM. I had to get moving, they wouldn t be far out. My mates would convince me to come back, and I couldn t risk her safety. She was safest away from me.
My life has been hell without them. I hadn t slept in month, and sitting down and resting was the mistake I made. Should have kept moving, stayed awake, then they wouldn t have found me. Chucking my clothes on, I head for the door. I knew I didn t have long before they got here. Time slipped away from me and I wasn t even sure how long I slept but I could feel how close they were.