Fatigue
As my fatigue was getting worse. The muscle cramps, especially in my legs, were getting worse. There were some days that I could barely walk, no matter how hard I pushed myself, it seemed the pain was becoming unbearable.
When I was doing everything right. I was eating properly, taking fifteen different vitamins a day, and drinking more water than I ever had in my lifetime. Nothing was helping me and my doctor said I would have to learn to deal with it because they were the side effects of dialysis. As I tried to be strong, but I could feel myself sinking into a deep depression.
My desire drive was gone and I didn't have the energy to make love to my husband anymore. Even Yuan Shuai was supportive and told me that he understood. But it had been weeks since we'd had lovemaking and it wasn't fair to him.