Three months later

I am so mad about him to date. I don't know why. I just scold myself for giving too much time to think about him. That is very distracting.

Every time I think of forgetting him my feeling for him rekindled and I become helpless.

My college started and my semester 3 syllabus has started. The college I go to is very ambitious and the student who get relieved from this college always got great jobs with higher salary packages.

For the time being, I chose to attend workshops at some good institutes. In the evening I was scrolling down the Instagram feeds and I was stopped by a post.

I had one of my friends accompany me. She is Radha. She is my senior but studies parallel level with me. Once in our first semester, she wrote a love letter to me. She had feelings for me which I tried to ignore to my fullest. My other friends weren't willing to come.

I thought of talking to raj about my crush. It is better to talk to the one and get clarified whether it is an attraction or love.

I very much hoped that it was just attraction. Our train was in the night. Evening at 3:00 I messaged him that I wanted to talk to him. There was no reply. So I planned to watch a film of three hours duration. Then both of us had our dinner and I checked for a reply. There was no reply so we slept.

The journey with Radha was tough. She gets onto my nerves all the time. I am a person who maintains class and decency when I'm out. Radha lacks social etiquette. It was horrible for me to travel with her.