Prologue

Melissa

The guy I brought into the room is on top of me, I regain the upper hand by sitting on him to take his shirt off. Just thinking about what I'm doing makes me nauseous, but I have to do it. He starts kissing my neck and I feel nothing but disgust. I take off my dress and am dressed only in my underwear. I get the signal I was waiting for, he's here. I take a sip of beer to give me courage then I take off my bra. The guy under me is more and more excited, he tries to put his hand in my panties, but I stop him.

- "slowly handsome, we have all the time we need", I say to him while biting his ear

He tries to turn me around to regain control, but I can't let him. I hear the voice of the person I was waiting for through the door. I start to kiss the guy and fake moans. The door opens and I know that from this moment on, nothing will be the same.

I turn around and in front of me, I read the anger and surprise on the face of the man I will love forever, the one I just stabbed in the back.

I know he'll never forgive me for my betrayal, that he'll resent me forever, but at least he won't hate me as much as he would if he found out what I'd really done, if he found out that I'd kept him from having what he wants most in the world.