chapter 27 hassini family and past [01]

female lead family

female lead name: Hassini [ meaning to bring laughter]

hassini was the third daughter in her family. she had two elder sisters.

eldest sister's name: Mega [ meaning to touch clouds]

second sister's name: belle [ meaning beauty]

when she was 13 years old she got to know that her parents were cheating on each other. belle [second sister] she got to know first. belle told her mega [elder sister]but her elder sister didn't believe her and told her she is saying nonsense. after hassini got to know. at first, she thought to accept reality. continuously she keeps thinking it didn't hurt her but fu*king hell it hurt her that her thoughts on whom to believe after that she was completely dependent on her second sister for every thought. there are sometimes when her second sister scolds her. she goes to the terrace and cries while closing her mouth with her hands so no one will hear her. if she still feels sad she goes to the bathroom while locking the door sits against the door and keep on crying while closing her mouth with her hands. from the terrace and bathroom, the only similar thing is her heart is hurting as hell and increases in a heartbeat. she is 'HOPELESS.'

HOPELESS: know something is gonna happen but know you don't have enough power to change even though it might ruin someone or your future.

POWER: the ability to influence someone's action.

as she fully became dependent on her sister she considered her sister's opinion. if her sister something is wrong then it is wrong.

there she lost her sense of 'JUDGEMENT'

but it's not too late for everything.

'EVERYTHING IS TEMPORARY'

good or bad. so as time passes you will find everything around you is temporary. so be strong. I know it though as no one supports you and feels the whole world is going against you but everything passes. so hold on for a little bit more even though you can't take it anymore.

living in the world is not easy as it takes a lot of courage.

some times death is easy but at end of the day, you know something that you haven't learned in past either in a hard way or an easy way.

life doesn't give you a second chance but death gives you a second chance which is "LIFE"