While I cry
They smile I wonder why
They can't see I'm in pain
While I cry in the middle of the night with only
The moon and stars to keep
Me company while I shed tears
They are smiling and laughing
And so with only the moon and stars
To keep me company and be witnesses
I grab what I thought I would never use...
A gun... I point it at my head and.... I felt
Pain but only for a short while and
Then nothing.....