Michele
*Trigger Warning ⚠️ Mention of Suicide*
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1/8/20
Max
I'm sorry I was never there for you when you needed me. We said we'd always be a team of four and now there's three of us. I know it's my fault. I know you'll never read this letter, but please come out of your room.
2/8/20
Sophia
I know we said we'd all be happy, no matter what. We said we'd be a group. Together always smiling and laughing at what life brings us. But none of you are here. I'm alone. Please come back. I'm begging you.
3/8/20
Max
Now I know you'll never read this. Why couldn't you hold on longer? I thought we were supposed to be together. I thought we were supposed to help each other through tough times. Why? Why did you have to shut me out? I only wanted to help. I'm trying not to cry. I'm writing this to a dead man. I'm writing to my best friend who will never read this. At least let me tell you. I'll never forget all those fun times we had.
The projects we procrastinated together.
The video games we played after dinner.
The videos we watched during class.
The tests we all crammed for.
The teachers we trash talked.
All the times you'd smile and say forever.
All the times when we were happy as a
group.
All the smiles and jokes we shared.
You're gone and nothing will bring you back I'm sorry for being so selfish. I just wanted to write this to let you know I'll never forget you. I'll never forget the imprint you left here. We were four, now three.
4/8/20
Sophia
I hope you read these. My hands shake and my eyes well with tears. I wanted to let you know Max died. He gave up. I know we'll never be the same but can you at least try. For me?
5/8/20
Harry
I shouldn't be writing to you. I left you when you needed me the most. I don't know why you wanted to leave the group so bad. But you've been dead for four weeks. There's no bringing you back I know. Writing to you helps me remember. Remember all the memories. The happy ones where we would smile and laugh. I remember the memories where you wanted to talk to us. When we all said forever. I hope you find it happier up there. If you were wondering Max should've joined you. At least you two can hopefully connect. Maybe me and Sophia will connect again too. I'm just writing to remember Your smile
Your voice
Your life
6/8/20
Sophia
Are you doing alright? I hope you are. I hope you have the guts to attend Max's funeral. I want to see you one more time. Please. I'm writing but I don't get a response. Do you read these? I'm here to tell you I won't stop. I'm here for you. I want us to stay together. Please.
7/8/20
Sophia
You still haven't gotten back to me. I hope you're holding up. I'm thinking about you everyday. I still have the shirt we all designed. Remember that day. You wouldn't stop laughing. Max and Harry wouldn't stop throwing paint everywhere.
Do you remember the happy days?
Are you holding up?
I'll leave you be for now.
8/8/20
Sophia
There were two, now it's just me.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for not being there for you.
I'm sorry for holding on the fragments of a past that I wish was never ruined.
I'm sorry for not giving you space.
I'm sorry for everything I did.
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused.
I wanted to wish you goodbye as well. I wanted to have one more happy memory of you too. I hope someone reads this and keeps all the letters I've sent and have in a box. I hope they bury those letters with us.
Goodbye.
I'm sorry I was never good enough.
9/8/20
Michele
I'm writing this to my self. I made all my friends die. I'm writing to hold on to a past that doesn't exist anymore. I want to see them again. I want to smile again, laugh. I can't I'm suffering so much. I can't get away from the times we would laugh as a group. It's all my fault. I just don't want to die without one more happy memory. I want to wear the shirt we all designed and play our moments on the TV. If someone finds me then maybe they'll see our legacy. It never got to live.
It never got to breathe
10/8/20
Goodbye.
I'll remember you forever.
I'm sorry it ended this way.
But as things start with a smile I hope this ended with one too.
All the time we spent together.
All the memories we shared.
Everything we did will forever be here.
Just we're not.
There were four, then 3, then 2, then 1.
Now none.
We'll all be able to live in the sky where happiness never ends.
Just smile when you remember us don't cry.
Sometimes good things do come out of pain.
Goodbye
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Thank you for reading
Sorry for being cheap and taking this off of my other book hit writers block.
Any images or names/stories you want pls recommend.