Guilt

Rowen woke up after last night and saw that Dana was asleep on his chest. Her hairs draping over her left side of her face. She looked cute. Rowen then remembered the strange feeling he got when Dana confessed her love last night.

'The thing that got inside me from that orange crystal is messing with me.' He pushed Dana away slowly and raised his chest. Taking in a deep breath, he stood up and started dressing.

Dana felt the slight resistance in her sleep and woke up, turning around she saw Rowen putting on his shirt. With a smile, she slowly stood up and started kissing Rowen.

"Brother..." She placed her right hand on his chest and gently pushed him into the chair. "Let me please you last time before I move to hellish dimension." Kneeling in front of him, she opened her mouth and started sucking his shaft.

"Ah..." Rowen's face turned red, as he felt extra sensitive. 'This... Feels good. Has that orange gem also increased my sensitivity?' He thought and looked at Dana passionately sucking on his shaft.

A subconscious smile formed on his face and he patted her head, after few minutes, he released his sperm into her throat which she engulfed with a satisfied moan.

"Should I leave brother?" Dana stood up and started dressing up. She looked at Rowen, who was taking on deep breaths on the chair, his body covered in sweat. A smile formed on her face. He has only seen him this excited when she used her Sins of Yin on him. However, at that time he turned into a beast.

However, today he is different. He is much more gentle than before and yesterday. She thought about the last night and a blush formed on her face. 'He apologised to me...' She never thought that there will come a day when Rowen would apologise to her.

Rowen looked at her and stayed silent for few seconds. He was feeling reluctant of letting her go. 'Dao of love is messing with me. I should stop following my feelings.' Clenching his fist he nodded. "You can go now." Just as he said so he felt a little empty.

Dana bowed and disappeared from the place in few seconds. She was reluctant of going too, however, she has felt this feeling much time before and now she was somewhat used to it. She knew that she can't always be with him.

Rowen let out a sigh and stood up, he removed his shirt again, which was drenched in sweat, because of the blowjob that Dana gave him. Changing his appearance to that of Lars he disappeared from the place and appeared nearby a river.

After bathing, he placed on some new clothes and moved towards the tent area. He saw that Lulu was sitting outside, cooking some food and was looking at his tent from time to time.

"What did you cook?" Rowen came from behind.

"Ahh..." Lulu got startled by his sudden appearance behind her and turned around with an awkward smile. "Brother, you know that I can't cook, but since you saved my life yesterday, I decided to roast some meat for you." She stood up and then her smile turned warm.

Rowen looked at her warm smile, and then he could feel his heartbeat rising. 'This pain...' Tears almost formed in his eyes. He suddenly disappeared from there and appeared on a mountain very far. 'Why... Why... Why...? When I am so close to Dao of Darkness.'

He could feel his Dao weakening. "No, it's not getting weak." There was something wrong with him. He could feel that his Dao was not weakening but getting stronger.

Sitting on a rock, he looked up in the sky. "Mother..." A tear left his eye. 'Is this happening because my Dao is getting stronger? But how could it?' He stopped at his place and started contemplating about it.

"Is it possible that Demonic Dao is not what I think it is?" He knows that demons can love and even show empathy. His own family was one of those demons. However, most of the demons are very cruel and unusual. After thinking for few seconds he came up with a theory.

'Demonic Dao by itself must be pure and normal Dao. However, demons are more susceptible to the darkness. Like angles are more susceptible to light. Darkness must be the reason for the cruelty Demons show.'

'As my powers increase my Demonic Dao is getting purer and purer. It must be the reason that I am feeling it. That orange gem must have increased its purity by a threshold, that is the reason why I am feeling like this.'

He stood up and focused on his Dantian and only after few minutes he could feel that nothing was wrong with him. He could see no signs of any extra power messing with him.

'That must be it. My Demonic Dao is getting purer. This means that previously it was not Dao of Love or Light that was messing with me. But it was because of my own Dao.' A frown formed on his face. 'But then why did I got stronger from the negative emotions?'

Closing his eyes for few seconds, he stabilised his emotions and appeared in front of Lulu again.

"Brother, where did you went suddenly?" She looked at him with a worried expression.

Rowen looked at her worried face and looked away, he was feeling guilty. 'I need to send her away or this pain... I also have to stop doing evil things till I get Dao of Darkness or the purity of my Dao will overpower my intentions.'

He suddenly turned his face and looked her in the eyes. "Girl, I have to tell you something."

Lulu raised her brows at his words. 'Girl? But brother always calls me Lulu or sister...' "Brother what is happening. Please tell me if something is wrong."

"Your brother is dead." Suddenly Rowen turned to his original appearance. And just as Lulu saw him, her eyes widened and she took few steps back. Even a sword formed in her hands.

Rowen sighed looking at her. "No need to be troubled. You can't win from me. I had no choice but to kill your brother. But I think you are a good girl even though you insulted me before. I am letting you leave now," He said and turned around.

He even felt a little relaxed after saying the words.

"You wait!" Lulu couldn't believe her senses. 'That was the reason, brother was acting strangely yesterday? But who was that guy that looked just like this demon.' Her eyes suddenly widened. 'Was that my brother?'

Rowen turned around. "Quickly girl. I never let my preys go. You are the first lucky one. You should be thankful." He didn't lock her up in the Hellish Dimension because he could tell that he will feel even worse.

He has already started feeling sympathy for Aurora, and even a little bit for Ampone even after she tried to kill him.

Tears formed in Lulu's eyes. This demon tried to seduce her last night as her brother. When her real brother was lying just beside her. 'How despicable! I will kill him!' However, her legs didn't move because of thinking about yesterday. He was strong.

Tears after tears started dripping from her eyes and the hands from which she was holding her sword started to shiver. 'I felt something for my brother yesterday...' It was because of the Dark aura Rowen sent in her.

'What if... What if... Felled into his trap?' She couldn't even imagine that situation. Just thinking about it sent disgusting shivers in her stomach.

"He... He was alive yesterday... Sob..." The sword fell on the floor and she also got on her knees, "That other guy was him, right?" She asked as she looked at him with tear-filled eyes.

Rowen felt even worse looking at her condition. He just wanted to get out of there. However, he knew that until he does not satisfy himself he would be continuously feeling bad.

"Look, girl. What had happened has happened. I can't do anything about it now. I killed him last night after that. He should have just listened to my words and he would be alive today, right by your side. It was somewhat his fault too..."

"His fault?! You monster...!" She yelled.

"Well, I don't have time for this shit..." I am leaving. He turned around to leave. He has already explained what he could. If she can't understand then it's her fault.

"Wait!" Just as he moved one step he heard her voice one more time. Controlling himself from killing her and then feeling more guilty later on, he turned around. "I will give you one minute. Tell me everything you need, I will give it to you as compensation."

Lulu looked at him in the eye. "I want you to die."

"Well, I can't give it to you. Anything else? Or should I leave?"

She gritted her teeth and clenched her first at his words. She wants to kill him but she was weak. Taking in a deep breath she thought about Lars. 'Brother always said to think wisely in bad situations.' She looked at him again.

"Take me with you." She said with a determined look.

Rowen raised his brows in surprise, he didn't expect this request.

"Why? Don't you have any family?"

She took out jade and broke it. "There I have told my mother that it will take me some time to come back and she is powerful enough to take care of herself. Now take me with you."

Rowen smiled at her. "Why do you wanna follow your brother's murderer?"

"Because..." An even more determined look appeared on her face. "I can't kill you right now. But one day, when you are down, I will be the one to pin the last nail in your coffin."

An even wider smile formed on Rowen's face listening to her words. His guilt suddenly disappeared, and he felt light.