It’s All a Nightmare

Dreams are something that I can’t yet really understand. Your brain collects pictures of things that can make you very happy or very sad and shows them to you. Other times, dreams are really cryptic and don’t mean anything. But your mind can be your best friend as well as your worst enemy.

Why create the upsetting ones if you can choose to just focus on the nice ones? It's almost like you're severing off your own limb willingly by doing this. The mind causes itself pain, knowing it could avoid it.

I’ve been having dreams of TCRC and Rose lately. But that doesn’t compare to the number of nightmares I’ve been having of Cedric. It seems that when I was with him or near him, my fear wasn’t as big as it is now. I can’t seem to understand why and how my fear has grown.

I think I was more afraid of where Rose would end up dating him than I would end up knowing he was using her as bait to rat me out.