Prologue

"bro? what are you doing here?" he asked

"VIP please" I said without answering his question

"are you okay?"

"VIP please" I repeated, since I'm not a minor he gave me my request

"what's your order, bro?"

"two bottles of vodka and fundador" I answered

"what the heck? are you serious?"

"yah, there's something I need to celebrate" I said to him, he was still staring at me for a while before leaving and when he returned, he had already brought my orders and I quietly started drinking.

"do you want to take a shot?" I asked him because he had been looking at me all the time, he shook his head as an answer and looked again

tss...

I can't hold back my tears, they just come off

time passes by and I keep drinking alcohol

"bro? It's 7 PM... you are full of wine, do you want some food to eat? I'll take care of it..."

I just realized that it is now 7 in the evening, now I know why I feel so much dizziness

"please call Athena, tell her that I'm here! I want to celebrate with her"I ordered and gave my phone to him, he quickly called her and said the address where we were

why? HAHAH isn't obvious? we need to celebrate about it!

My best friend is getting married

the person I love will marry someone who isn't me

great!

I keep swallowing alcohol...

cheer up Zhion!

because you no longer have Athena to lean on

due to intoxication my vision was also blurred

"Athena?" She came!

"O My Gosh, you're a mess Zhion" she said

why her voice is different?

tss

I grabbed her hand and pulled her towards me

*tsup

and suddenly our lips met

for the first and last time, Athena

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I do not know what stupidity entered my mind to hurt the person who did nothing but to understand me...

I do not know where my strength came from by doing the things that I knew I would suffer more

The only thing I knew was I just did this for her sake, for us not to feel too much pain anymore

Those scenarios that happened earlier seems like a very bad dream... whether I admit it or not, I really want to hug her and apologize over and over again

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part of loving you was letting go~