Life always has two different sides

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Life always has two different sides like black and white.  The sky is not always clear, sometimes it is covered by clouds.  Likewise with life, there are times to be happy, but not infrequently sadness appears suddenly.  It could also be the other way around.

No life is perfect, everyone has their own problems.  However, some know how to solve their problems in a perfect way.  Meanwhile, the rest chose to give up on the situation and follow God's scenario.

Life is full of surprises.  After almost a day I spent my time with tears and heartache.  However, on the same day all of that was replaced by a feeling of happiness that I never expected before.  I fell into a luxurious room, but far from warmth.  After Bang Reno went out of town until now he has not given me any news.  Had wanted to take the initiative to send a message to him first, but remembering what happened this morning made me reluctant to do it.  The wound he inflicted is still deeply felt in my heart.  Just laying down on the bed, the device beside me flashed along with the message notification sound.  Immediately I grabbed and opened it, I saw the name of the man who had caught my attention printed on the square screen.  Unconsciously my lips curved upwards.

 [Lom to sleep?] A message from Ryo managed to distract my mind, which was restless waiting for news from Bang Reno.

 [It's already going to bed.  Eh, there's a WA,] I replied without waiting long.

 [Oh, sorry to interrupt.  Good night!]

 [Is that all?] I asked a little disappointed.

 [Yes, he said he was going to bed.]

 [Ish, no responsibility!  It's made people not in the mood to sleep anymore, then just leave it like that.] I added a rolling eye emoticon to my message.

 [Haha… just go to sleep!  If you continue, you can talk until the morning.  Those who are late tomorrow, we'll audition tomorrow.]

 I just remembered that our band proposal was approved by the management of Nirwana cafe and tomorrow there will be an invitation to audition there.

 [Oh, yeah, I forgot.]

 [So don't stay up late.  Right, it's not funny if tomorrow the vocalist has panda eyes.]

 [hmm, basic!  It's so good to tease.]

 [Hahaha… well, I'll pick you up tomorrow.]

 [Eh, no need.  I'll just walk alone.]

 ['Your motorbike is still in the studio.  Forget?]

I patted my forehead while laughing remembering my own stupidity.  The problems that arise turn out to be making me senile or maybe I'm too happy because of being together with Ryo today.

 [Geez.  How can you forget, huh?  Okay, okay, I'll wait tomorrow.  Do not be late!]

[Ready!]

[Ryo… thanks for today.  You've made me happy.]

[Not just today.  If you want, I can make you happy tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and so on.]

I was stunned to read the string of words that Ryo sent.  Immediately, a warm feeling rose in the corner of his heart.  After what I experienced today, Ryo seemed to give me a hopeful song to the missing notes in the pages of my life.

Maybe it's too premature, I don't even know if Ryo is really serious about what he's saying or just comforting a married woman who is upset.  I'm not even sure if he didn't do the same to other women.  However, I could feel the sincerity in his gaze and attitude towards me.

Things I haven't gotten from Bang Reno in a long time, my husband.  It is still vividly recorded in his memory how he used to try to pursue love and convince me until this heart melted to him.  However, over time after I gave up my whole body and soul for him, for some reason all the evidence seemed useless.  Most guys just struggle in the beginning, but once they get what they want, they tend to waste it.

Honestly, deep in my heart I still really hope that Bang Reno can love me again in the way I expect and drink happily together.  However, it felt like those expectations were too high given his recent treatment of me.  Now, is it wrong for me to open my heart a little to someone who offers a handful of happiness.

I wake up in the morning feeling better than ever.  The burden in the heart seemed to just evaporate.  My mouth kept humming while decorating myself in front of the makeup mirror.  I often match the clothes I will wear.  Several sheets of clothes were scattered on the bed.

Today I have to show the maximum performance for the audition at the cafe Nirwana.  Of course, it's not only sound quality that is judged, appearance is also a very important point in the entertainment industry.

Besides that, there's something else that makes me feel so different today.  A man who last night promised to pick me up.  My heart skipped a beat when he called and told me he was already in front of the house.  Instantly I felt like a teenager in love.

As promised, Ryo arrived on time.  For a moment I looked at myself in the large mirror in the living room, before opening the main door.  I chose a gothic themed outfit which was dominated by black and white.  Adapting to the theme and genre of our band.

Knee-length dress with a slightly dangling tutu skirt at the back.  Leaving exposed shoulders with a sabrina collar.  Meanwhile, to perfect the appearance to make it seem more sporty, I combined it with British boots, Dr.  Martens.

 I stepped out after a few breaths that were suddenly erratic.  Ah, dammit, why do I have to be this nervous.  In fact, I don't feel nervous when I go on stage and face a lot of people.

 I smiled at the man who was standing not far in front of me while leaning against the door of an orange sports car that was quite eye-catching.  I don't know whose car it is because it's the first time I've seen Ryo drive it.  Ryo looks very dashing and handsome with a casual style.

 A dark blue plaid flannel shirt suit combined with a black t-shirt.  Black skinny jeans that were torn at the knees seemed to have become his trademark.  One more thing that caught my attention, we wear shoes with the same model.  Even though we didn't have an appointment.

 Ryo smiled at me with both hands in his pants pockets and sunglasses perched on his sharp nose.  God, why is he so tempting today.  I was stunned at the beautiful sight, but a second later I immediately became normal.  It's a shame that Ryo knows how I feel right now.

 His heartbeat grew stronger as the footsteps drew closer to him.

 "Hi, sorry, yes, it's been a long wait," I said after I was right in front of him.

 "Yo, hellooo… why are you dumbfounded?"  I continued, waving my palms in front of his face.

 "Huh, what? S-sorry, are you ready? Let's go!"  I chuckled seeing Ryo awkward.

 "By the way, our shoes are the same," I said while sticking out my left foot towards him.

 "Eh, yes. How can that be, huh? I think we are indeed a match."  Ryo crossed his arms while looking at me.

 I lightly punched his arm, he pretended to be in pain making me chuckle.  Ryo opened the car door while smiling at me.  Ah, he's making me blush again.  After making sure I was comfortably seated, he turned around and got in and sat behind the wheel.

 "Where are we going, Princess?"  he asked in a maid's manner.  I know he's joking.  Slightly cleared my throat, then I answered.

 "Just go first! I'll direct you."  I act like a Queen giving orders.  No doubt, we laugh at our own behavior.  Something as small as that can make me happy.

 Continued