Chapter 134 Journey of Destiny

Gina's point of view......

    I walked into the kitchen. Mom's giggles were everywhere and I wondered what's making her to giggle so much, well I am happy she is really in a good mood now. I will trade anything for my mom's sake but not the love of my life.

    I know it's funny how we could do anything for the one we love, Mom being my first love  does mean that I could trade Chris for her.

     Well when Chris was not in the picture I could do that without thinking twice but now,things has really changed. As day breaks so does my life change,it's barely week and a lot has changed,my life,my view about Mom and Nora. I got to meet Tiana and I am sure alot more will I meet on this journey of destiny.

    It's been long I ate rice and since Mom loves rice,let me prepare it for all. I hope Nora will make it because I really wants know what Glamorous meant by old times.

     I have some beef and sauce I made last two weekends so all I need to do is boil rice and spice the beef, so it will not take me time to get it done with. I can't believe I skipped breakfast today,a whole me,Gina Morgan.

    I shook my head and brought a pot then lit the electric stove. I pour three cups of water into the pot and placed on the stove. I measured out my rice into a bowl. While I wait for the water to heat a little,I brought the beef and it was frozen. Menh, how will it defrost in a short space of time?,I should have brought it out since.

    I was so lost in blaming myself that I did not remember that it's something I could do with a snap of my hand. When your mind is occupied by unnecessary things, the important ones always escape your mind and it's not always good.

    I palmed my face and hissed. What a waste of time?.

"Oh boy!"

   I muttered and tried concentrating with eyes shut. I imagined a defrost beef and opened my eyes,the ice was gone on a jiffy,I smiled proudly to myself. It's one of the many things I could do only if I settle down and learn my abilities.

    The water was hot enough so I washed the rice and  poured it into the pot and cover it.

     I got a pot and poured the defrost beef inside and spices it to my taste and place it on the second burner,  I hope to finish cooking as soon as possible.

    My heart clutched and I recognize the feeling,Chris. I miss him so much. Why I am missing him this much when it's not up to two hours he left. The pain in my heart increased,I was trying on how to lessen the pain when I remember the song I dedicated to him hundred yes ago.

     You're my only one was a song I made for him and I promised to sing it for him for the rest of out lives but then that promise of mine never came true because I never got to see the light of the next day.

   I decided to sing it to help relieve me.

       "Let me get lost in you

        Let me hold you tight

        Heaven knows you belong to me

       Getting lost in each other forever

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    I will love you,I will love you forever

          I want to hold to enternity

          I will love you crazily

  Getting lost in each other forever

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        Loving you is what I know how to do

         Loving you is the best thing I could do

         Come and look into my eyes baby

         And tell me what you see

My lips could lie but my eyes can not lie

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               You're my only one

                   My one and only

       Getting lost in each other forever

                   Forever is you and I"

     I sang it over and over again, Thank goodness that it's helped me a little. I sniffed and smile sadly

   "Can you do and come to me,I miss you so much even when you are here in my heart. I need to see you soon Baby,I think am losing it? It's not been long you left and here I am dying from missing you. My heartbeat, please be first."

  I said placing my hand on my chest. I felt a presence and I looked to see Mom smiling at me. I smiled at her too and  she walked towards me. When she got to me,she hugged me and muttered.

   " It's going to be alright"