I.

I. He's back (1)

J U L I A

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*Thursday unknown time*

As tears wave down my face I quickly grab my phone calling Amelia.

"Hey, Jules how's college treating my best friend" Amelia starts excitedly. If she only knew how this wasn't exciting.

"I'm coming home," I say through tears and a slight hiccup.

"Why what's wrong," she asks worriedly.

"He found me" I exclaim while getting snot on my cashmere sweater.

"He, as in Kurt?" As she says his name memory's come flooding back.

"Y-yes him" I hiccup and swallowing down the thump that I didn't even know was forming.

• 5ive days earlier •

*Sunday

(beep-beep)

I groan and look over to my clock ugh, I lay back down only to realize I'm going to be late for morning English. I quickly jump up falling on the floor in the process, I quietly curse myself as I jump into the shower. I lose myself in the shower as the water hits my revealed skin, I grab my face wash and moisturize my already soft baby-like skin. Rub in some shampoo then conditioner. While I rinse it off fast, I soon begin to scrub my body as the loofah rubs against the scars I cringe and wash it all off. Shut the steaming water off, grab my towel and run to my closet grabbing the closest black crop top with a matching plaid skirt following my black chunky heel boots. Once I throw my outfit on I brush my hair into a side braid and put on my leather black belt. Following my glasses. I grab my phone and check the time once again it's 10 am, I repeatedly pull the rubber band on my wrist so it smacks my skin to keep my thoughts in check, I let out a heavy sigh and grab my bag slamming the door behind me.

Only mins later I reach my class just in time to run in and sit next to Kelly and Julian.

"You know your 30 minutes late" Julian chuckles through a smug grin.

"She's just lucky professor Andrew didn't catch her for another one-on-one detention" Kelly giggles only to receive a strong glare from my brother. I show a cheeky smile to their 'love-hate' kind of love.

"Good morning class" Professor Drew strolls in winking at me. I blush in reply catching glares from Juley, I shake my head.

"I hope everyone still has their copy of  "without a doubt" on hands" Drew knowingly asks. We all grab our books and open to chapter 56.

• a couple of hours later •

Everyone already left biology/chemistry class, I stayed to finish my assignment. My thoughts drift off to Drew, I wish I could get the courage to say yes. He's asked me on about a million dates but I always get chicken and stutter up some incoherent lies. Ugh, I snap the rubber band and finish my sentence with a period. I close the packet and turn it into Professor Cameron, he gives me a tired smile and I return the smile and walk out the doors.

As I round the corner Juley calls, "Hey Jules you up for a party at Luke's" he asks to pretend to sound less drunk but I know he's trashed, I laugh it off.

"Yeah no Juley I'm tired and I have a big pre-final tomorrow, I have to study," I say with a soft sigh.

"It's okay Jules Mules we will have fun without you" he sticks his tongue out.

"Yeah well don't have too much fun" I tease with a kind smile.

He huffs then continues "Always do love you twin" then hangs up. I whisper love you too but just laugh and keep walking to my complex on campus.

As I'm walking past the parking lot I run straight into Drew and fall flat on my ass. Omg, I'm so embarrassed I shake my head and hopelessly fade into thoughts before a hand is in my clear view.

"Need a hand Julia" he chuckles with a sparkle in his eyes.

"Uh y-yeah" I smile sheepishly while grabbing his hand he pulls me up fast so I connect with his chest, I inhale his scent soaking in the mintiness.

"Since we ran into each other would you like to catch dinner with me" he smiles. That damn smile, I look up from staring at my feet and start to speak.

"I-I'm not sure" I stutter out his smile fades. I feel bad but then his face lights up.

"I'll do anything please I'll drop you off at your place" He's trying so hard.

"Second thought yeah" I hide a smile, he lifts my face causing me to blush and kisses my cheek.

"Come on your chariot awaits you" he takes my hand and opens the door for me. I slip into his car and he follows suit.

He starts the car and the engine purrs alive I smile at the thought of my bike god I sure miss her, "You ready" he asks side-eyeing me.

"Yes" I mumble, he then speeds off at 100mph I hope he doesn't think I'll be scared to be driving this fast, A hopeless laugh peeks through and I just drift to the world around us. Not even 25 minutes later we are already ordering our food and conversing.

"So Julia how was the lecture," he asks shyly.

"It's good, though I thought we were gonna start the essays soon" I speak through my steak.

"Well I've been meaning to talk to you about this, I'm canceling essays considering you have the finals in a week or so" He laughs.

"I kind of already finished my essay" I giggle, he coughs then clears his throat.

"Finished?" He raises an eyebrow.

"Yes, it's been done for at least a month," I say confused.

"I'm impressed, not only are you the most beautiful student I've ever had, you also the highest grade in your class" He says proudly.

"Oh stop I'm just trying to fit in" I smile lightly.

"Stop being so humble Julia your so intelligent, don't ever try to fit in," He says through a cheeky smile and takes my hand planting a sweet kiss.

"Would you like to dance?" I ask without the stutter, feeling proud.

"I would love to" he grins while pulling me up and spinning me into a dip. We lock eyes and our lips meet, he brings me back up and lowers his hands to my waist making our body closer without breaking the kiss. Once we part I realize it's getting late,

"Do you mind taking me home now it's getting late" his smile falls and he nods. We pull up to my complex I decide to invite him in.

"Drew do you maybe want to come in" I mutter.

"That would be nice" I lead him into myplace.

"So are we watching a movie," he asks, "No," I say with a bright smile. He looks confused as we make our way to my room, he sits down on my bed looking around while I shut my door. I turn around to face him looking into his eyes as I bite my lip.

"What are you up to Ms. Dior" he commands as he licks his lips.

"You'll just have to find out" I can already feel the heat then realize he's hard, once he catches me starring he stands up and grabs me by the waist locking lips with me. I take off his shirt while he does the same to me, then we break apart to catch our breaths he stares at me with lust.

"Are you sure?" he asks with concern. "Yes, undress" I speak with confidence, he chuckles and I unbutton my belt then slip my skirt down, unzip my boots leaving me in my lace panties and bra. I finally look up to see he's watching me in only his boxers still hard as can be.

"Need some help" he purrs, my skin burns up and I cover my face knowing I'm blushing. I can't find the words I want to say so I walk forward, take my hair out and then climb on his lap straddle sitting. He pulls the hair from the side of my neck, kissing my jaw to my shoulder back to my lips. We part, take a breath while he rips off his boxers, I slide off my panties and take off my bra. I look up only to see we are both standing and staring at each other. He lifts me, next thing I know I'm thrown on the bed hands above my head, and he's hard on my heat.

"I want you" I groan, rubbing against his shaft.

"Your wish is my command" he whispers in my ear then without a warning he's deep inside me. I dig my nails into his back, bite his neck we both moan. Once this position gets lame I switch us so I'm on top he pushes me down on him making sure I feel every inch, I rest my hands on his chest while he held on to my hips get tighter making me wet. I lean forward hovering over his lips and grip his hair as he bounces me on his lap slowly. When I bite his lip he goes faster not breaking the kiss.

"I think I'm going to-" I moan then I'm cut off by him, "No" he groans, I shyly agree until he tosses me over so I'm faced down with my ass in the air.

"Now" he growls through his grin I know he's wearing then we both climax.

"Oh my god," I scream, he pulls my hair backbiting my neck. We flip over and turn on Texas Chainsaw Massacre, I lay my head on his bare chest he runs his hands throw my hair. In no time we begin to drift off to sleep, it finally feels good to sleep peacefully.

• The Next Day •

*Monday

(beep-beep)

Ugh, I roll over thinking it's my alarm but realizing it's not my alarm it's my phone I grab it confused, I blink seeing Drew pop up in my messages immediately my face burns up I cover my face and giggle at his message,

"Goodmorning my love I hope you enjoyed our night, I'm sorry I had to run off this morning but you know professor duties. How would you like dinner at my place?" I smile harder than I quickly reply.

"Say 7 pm?". I reply, "Of course love I'll pick you up after your biology class" he messaged back within the second. I check the time 8:45 am, not bad timing Drew, I giggle and pick a new outfit. Black strapless crop top, leather skirt with a strap, soft velvet boot heels, and my oversized yellow long-sleeve button-up with some jewelry. I throw up my hair into a ponytail, checking the time again it's only 9 am. I sigh grabbing my bag and walking out with a hum. I speed walk to the campus café "Murray and the Mayflower" I giggle remembering the first day on campus missing all my classes and meeting John who was a lifesaver. I'm pulled back from my thoughts as I order my usual large S'mores Frappuccino, extra whip cream blended with marshmallows, chocolate sauce, and mini graham crackers on top. Then order my favorite Greek yogurt parfait, I know it's a crazy order but nothing's better. I grab my seat to finish my food, grab a large caramel dark brew, and quickly walk to English early to see Drew. Just as I suspected he's writing on the board, seeing as it's only 9:30 am and class doesn't start until 10 we have exactly 30 minutes to kill.

I shut the door without a peep, set my bag on my seat, and tiptoe towards Drew still not making any noise I set his coffee down and sit on his desk with my legs open a little.

"Hey Drew" I whisper with a tone of 'I need you. He turns around with a knowing grin.

"Couldn't wait until 7, huh" he chuckles still wearing that grin.

"No, I couldn't Dre-" before I could finish he grabs my back and slides between my thighs planting a sweet kiss on my soft lips.

"I even have a surprise" I giggle at the way his smile tugs.

"And what is this surprise" he looks at my outfit licking his lips.

"Your coffee and your favorite girl," I say while handing him his coffee.

"You're my only girl, and you know my favorite drink? Wait are you a stalker?" He fakes a shocked face causing me to giggle some more.

"No you just sleep talk and I wanted to surprise you," I say as I pout my lip and hang my head down looking at my feet. He lifts my chin and grips it lightly.

"Don't look down your my girl, okay and I was just joking" he says seriously.

"Your g-girl?" I stutter then he raises his eyebrow,

"Yes Julia you're my girl," He says through a smile. I look up and wrap my arms around his neck,

"I figured but you know I was faking it," I said tilting my head. He opens his mouth then kisses me while moving me closer, gripping my thigh, and slapping my ass.

"We need to be professional, it's almost time for class," I say breathlessly after our heated moment. He huffs then lifts me while I hug him sadly.

"I'll see you at 7, Drew," I say as he sits me on my feet and I go to walk back to my seat but he pulls me back and whispers.

"I hope you don't continue to dress like this because I can't control the urge to throw you against this board and make you moan like last night" he kisses me again before I could speak.

"Maybe we should meet here then" I tease and wiggle out of his grip seeing there are 5 minutes until class starts.

"Seriously class starts soon just sip your coffee and I'll see you after my last class" his smile fades.

"Fine but I'll continue to undress you with my eyes" he blurts out while taking a sip of his coffee and then smiles.

"Yeah, yeah let's see if you can handle this" I ting just before Kelly, Julian, and other students flood in. 

"Did you have a one on one with Andrew?" Kelly whispers so Juley doesn't hear.

"No, I just got a good night's sleep" I laugh.

• After biology •

Beep. "Hey love I'm on my way, where are you?" Drew exclaims with so much enthusiasm it's seeping throw his grin I know he has.

"Yes I'm walking out of biology Drew, meet me in the parking lot" I chime just to hear a sigh of relief.

"Meet you in 5, be safe love" Drew laughs and hangs up.

I take a deep breath, start my way around the chemist lab building only to be grabbed by a guy, I wrap my arms around his neck thinking it's Drew. Instead, I see the face of a nightmare. It's him, he's back.

"Someone help me" I try to scream but he just covers my mouth with duck tape and throws me into a van. Tears streaming down my soft cheeks wishing this would end, I take shallow breaths until I fall into darkness.

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Word Count 2599

-Author's Note-

here's to the first chapter of nrff, this story is completed and i'll be posting each chapter one by one just to see how readers (you guy's) feel about it. this book took me almost a year to write and i must say it's been a crazy journey. i personally did not expect to finish writing so soon let alone starting to write the second book of the 'my darlin'' series. even though nrff is finished i would still like for anyone who reads this to offer advice, suggestions and even just pointers on certain things. so with that being said, please give any feedback you have and/or questions. i hope you guy's enjoy!