Ep3 - Good or Bad News

You walk home slowly as you try to enjoy the view. You reach home around 7 pm like that and you notice that your mom already home. You get inside the house.

HAWASA POV

I was suprise as i saw the house light is on. I was wonder if my mom already home. I unlocked the door and got into the house.

Hawasa: I'm home, mom.

I said as i opened the door and walked into house.

Mom: Hi, Sweetie.

Hawasa: Hi, mom. What happen? You come home early today.

I said as i put my bag on the couch and going straight to my mother that was busy preparing dinner in the kitchen.

Mom: Nothing happens. I just want to spend time with you .

It's something fishy. But what was that?

Hawasa: Mom, what's wrong? Just tell me.

I ask carefully. I don't want to spoil my mother good mood. My mother  snapped her head to you immediately She was nervous.

Mom: Actually, i have some news to tell you.

Hawasa: Why did you look so nervous? And what is the news?

Mom took me to the living room and both of us sit on the couch. My  mother gulped nervously. I noticed it. I quickly hold her hand and spoke.

Hawasa: Mom, it's okay. Just tells me. I can accept anything.

I said to her to assure her that everything was going to be okay.

Mom: Hawasa, i want you to know that i love you the most in this world and there is no replacement for you. You know that, right??

I look straight in mom's eyes. My mom was shocked when i spoke the next words.

Hawasa: Are you in love by any chance?

You ask curiously.

Mom: H-how did y-you know??

Her eyes widen.

Hawasa: It's written all over your face. Your face glowing lately.  I wonder if you already have someone. And my guess is right.

Mom look at me shyly. I can see the red tints on her cheeks.

Mom: You've already become more mature than your age, sweetie.

Both of us hugging each other. We pulled away as my mom caressed my face.

Hawasa: Who is that man, mom? Can he taking care of you better?

Mom: Hawasa, why did you say that? He can take care of us better. His not that kind of person. I promise you that i'll take care of you till the last of my breathe. Okay, sweetie?

I hug mom again. And start to think either this is good news or a bad news? What if the history got repeated again.

I just lie down on my bed and staring at the ceiling while thinking about the news after having dinner.

What if that man hurt us like in the past??

What if he hit my mom? I can't accept that thing. I love my mom.

But i also want my mom to be happy. She already spend all her youth for me. Can't i do this for her?

There are so many 'what if'..

I sat up and thought that I needed to study to shrugge away this thought. When i was about to walk to my study table, my mom knocked my room door

Hawasa: Come in, mom..

Mom : Hawasa, we'll meet your future father this weekend. Is that okay for you?

Hawasa: Hurmm. Okay, mom. Anything for you.

I still don't know about my feeling right know. As deep as i think about this, the more i can't get rid of it. Then i fall in deep sleep.