CHAPTER TWELVE ||| I WON'T LOSE
||" FRANKIE Contd"||
But I wasn't going to allow that, Balsham was mine and was going to be mine, I thought looking at his pale skin that shone under the light reflection, he was the most beautiful creation I had ever seen, his skin was soft and felt like it was a caramel surface. I wanted to be with him forever, after all, I was going to live forever right, and to achieve this Maximus must be gone or must disappear forever, I knew Balsham was going to be sad, but I am doing it for us. I kissed his neck and went to prepare breakfast for him.
The thing about me is that I hate being alone so there was no way I was going to allow Balsham to leave me and go be with Maximus, after preparing a quick breakfast for him, I placed it near the bed so he can see it when he wakes up and eats, I got dressed and got my bag and took one last glimpse of him before I head out, it was time to make a deal with the devil. I headed down to my aunties old house, the exact place I found the pill I took, I had learnt a few spells but they were a particular spell that struck out so much, it had conditions and some rules you have to follow.
I read every single rule and followed it step by step, drawing the last line of equinox like the book called it, I stood and watch my work and art and I feel satisfaction, I had represented it well I thought, now the last ingredients was my blood and it was supposed to splatter all around the circle I had drawn, I took out the knife from the box and sliced my hands, allowing the blood to flow freely then I walked around the circle and splashed the blood on it, I lost so much blood but I didn't complain, I continued the art until every piece of that circle had a splash of my blood on it I sat down lotus position and started chanting the words that were written in the book, I really didn't know what outcome I was expecting but I still continued anyways, I chanted until a dark smoke started rising from all the places my blood was splashed, I continued chanting until the smoke meshed together engulfing itself into a image, the image looked like a centaur but it wasn't, I really couldn't place what image it showed tho....
"What do you want from me? You summoned me, the image said looking at me with unusually eccentric white eyes,
Honestly, this isn't what I was expecting but what I was going to do with him, I will make my request to him.
" Why are your eyes so white? I couldn't help but ask…
"Is that why you summoned me? The image asked...
" Of course not, I just think your eyes are too pretty for you to be...
"To be what....evil…" the image said interrupting my statement...Of course, my eyes are beautiful, being created to be beautiful, I just have so much rage in me... so the aura around me today is rage.. he said..so why did you summon me?
" I want to ask a favour from you."
" Before you ask the favour, the spirit interrupted yet again..answer my question first.. you have swallowed the PILL OF VITA IMMORTALITAS, haven't you, he asked looking at me.
I stuttered trying to find ways to reply,
"Don't be scared," he said noticing my discomfort, I am just curious and also I want to know if you are worth my services.
"Yes I have but I didn't know it was the Pill of Vita or whatever you call it, I just swallowed it because it was written there that it could solve all my problems, that's why I swallowed it," I said looking up at him, he smiled through bloodied teeth looking at me.. his eyes might have been beautiful but his teeth were disgustingly deadly...
"Okay if you say so, so this boy you want to kill what crime has he committed?" he asked smiling at me
Why is he so creepy? "How did you know I want to kill a boy?" Did I ask him?
"I just know, answer my question,'' he asked sternly.
" He is planning to run away with my boyfriend, the love of my life," I replied to him,
"And does the love of your life want him to be killed?" He smirks
" It doesn't matter what he wants I told him, he doesn't know what he wants, he has been manipulated and he is confused. I replied pissed at the questions he was asking me.
hahahahahahahahaha.....the image laughed loudly.
"Why is he laughing? I was pissed.
"Look if you don't want to help me just let me know, there is no need to make fun of me or make me look like a fool,
"I just wanted to confirm if you knew exactly what you wanted because your request comes with dire consequences and you're going to live long anyway so it's going to be a very long time for you to carry out all your punishments…"
" I am prepared," I said determinedly
"Maximus can be made to disappear but as long as creation and life continue, you'll always find him, Maximus is your doom just as You're his doom and Balsham is the bridge that connects the both of you,'' the image said. His reincarnation will always appear in every generation that comes into existence and you have to win over him every time.
" What do you mean? I asked him…
"Balsham is the bridge that connects you both, so he is the key, as long as Balsham is with you. You have won over him but if Balsham falls in love with him, then chooses him over you, then your doomsday will be that day. Your request has already been granted. His voice echoed as he disappeared…
And so when Adrian met Viviano I knew I had to get him back, I have been so distant from him lately and I don't know why I guess I was just tired but we have not been intimate or lovey-dovey with each other at all when the generation before this generation and the new generation came into existence, I found him the day he was born watching over his every growth, I knew it was him because I saw the mark I left on him, I watched him grow and go through his early life, and at the right time I approached him and from there we even got married and everything was fine until the dreadful night. I woke up and tried calling him but his number wasn't connecting at all...I peep at the window when I saw a light reflection in our room, I saw a car drop Adrian off at the gate and I instantly knew it was that bastard that drove that car, why can't I get rid of that bastard once and for all. I didn't show myself even after Aidee came inside the house, I was going to take back what belongs to me this night, so I prepared and cleaned up myself so I could go meet him. I applied a flowery scent cologne that he loved and went to meet him in the guest room and there I made him want me making sure he lost all image of that bastard from his mind and with that I got the reassurance that I wanted...
I will always win over you Maximus because you're a fool and am smart, I sacrificed everything I have for the I love but you can't do that. I took Balsham's heart by force and it is going to beat for me and me alone. I thought as I snuggled deeper inside his body.