Chapter 7

Damion's Point Of View

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I entered the bathroom and closed the door behind me as I leaned on it and tried to take a calming breath. I have to calm myself down before I go back out there and mark him while making passionate love to him. But knowing I can't do that right now is killing both me and my wolf [Dean]. It has been whining ever since I stopped what we were before. I had to use all my strength to stop him from taking over me to devour Jane earlier.

"You fool, why did you have to stop?". Dean whined.

"But you know it's wrong to do that to him right now, Dean". I told him.

"Please do tell me, why can't we do it? You idiot". He cursed at me.

"First, he just found out we are mates. Secondly, we just met today and lastly he just had his heat today. So tell me, are those not too much for him to handle in just one day?". I said to him and I could feel him calming down a bit.

"I know Damion, it's just that we have waited for so long for this day and now that we've met him, held him and even kissed him, I just can't seem to wait any longer, I don't want to let him go". He said.

"I understand what you mean. I feel the same way too, but I don't want us to rush him. We have him and we won't ever let him go, so please let's be patient". I pleaded with him, hoping he'd understand and stay controlled.

"Okay, we'll try it your way". He said with a calmed tone.

I stepped into the shower and turned it on. I allowed the warm water to pour into my body as it relaxes me. I've come to love Jane even though I just met him today, but I already feel that he completes me. I was happy when I heard him say he loved me, because I was already scared that he might reject me as his mate because he might say he's already in love with someone else or that he just doesn't want me as a mate. So all my fears were lifted when he said he loved me, and didn't reject me when I said he's my mate.

I finished bathing and turned off the shower and stepped out, I took the towel hung on the hanger in the bathroom and wrapped it around my waist and stepped out of the bathroom. I looked toward him when I stepped out and I saw that he was on the phone talking to someone, so I headed to the closet. I looked through it and took out my pajamas and put them on and went out. He was done with his call, but was face down on his phone, but he looked up from his phone when I entered the bedroom and he smiled at me. I felt a shiver run through me as his Saphire and Aquamarine Blue Eyes looked up at me with smiles in them. I'm so much in love with those mixed blue eyes it's like they light up my world.

I could perceive his scent that filled up the room. And I noticed his pheromones were being released as his heat was coming up again. Which made me quickly run to his side on the bed.

"Your heat is coming up again". I said to him

"Really?". He asked, surprised.

"Yeah, let me get you water so that you can take the suppressant". I said to him as I stood up from the bed and went out. I went downstairs into the kitchen and grabbed a jug and filled it with water and I also took a cup and headed back upstairs. As I neared the bedroom door, I could perceive his pheromones all around the hall, which had already started affecting me because my wolf started acting up again and I was already hard, but I tried to calm myself down.

I opened the room door and stepped in and I saw that he was already in so much heat because he'd already collapsed on the floor heating up and releasing so many pheromones that filled the entire room. I had to quicken my pace to get to him so as to give him the suppressant. I took the suppressant from the lampstand and knelt on the floor, raised his head up and put the medicine in his mouth that I had to force open. I grabbed him and pulled him close to me as I hugged him tightly. My pheromones are now also being released as I can't control them anymore. As his head rested on my shoulder and mind on his, I could see his necknape, which made my canine come out, as I had a strong urge to bite and claim him right there and now.

It wasn't until I tasted blood dripping out from my lower lip that I knew that I had been biting myself so as to prevent me from biting and claiming him as my mate. He was shivering and heating up so much that I felt helpless because I couldn't even do anything to help my mate in this situation. Because the only thing that could help him is for me to have sex with him, which is what my wolf is urging me to do, but I can't right now, so as not to look as if I took advantage of me in his moment of vulnerability.

"Damion, I'm so scared". He said to me in a weak and shaky voice as tears flowed out of his eyes.

"I'm here baby, I'm not gonna let anything happen to you". I said as I pulled him closer to me and tried my best to calm him down until the suppressant I had given him started taking effect. After some minutes, I felt him start to calm down a little bit, which means the suppressant is now taking effect, so I stood up from the floor and lifted him up in my arms and laid him on the bed. I covered him with the duvet and sat down on the bed with him for sometime. When I saw that he was finally calm, I stood up so as to head out, but he grabbed my hand and stooped me.

"Stay with me, please". He said with a scared face.

"Baby, it's dangerous for me to be here. As you can see, I can barely control myself and my wolf is losing control already. I don't want to hurt you". I told him with a worried voice.

"It's OK, and moreover, you haven't hurt me yet. I want to sleep in your arms. Please stay with me". He said to me with a pleading and longing face. And I could see his eyes filled with tears.

"OK, I'll stay with you sweetheart, so please don't cry". I told him and I slipped under the duvet with him.

I slipped my arm under his head so that it could serve as a pillow for him. I wrapped my other arm around him as he snuggled closer to me. I felt tears on my shoulder, which startled me. I lifted his head up and looked into his eyes and I saw that he was crying. I quickly sat up on the bed as I held his face in my hands.

"What is it baby? Why are you crying? Are you feeling hurt somewhere or did I hurt you?". I asked worriedly.

"No, you didn't hurt me and I'm not hurt anywhere". He said.

"Why are you crying then?". I asked again.

"I'm just sorry that all I have been to you since we met is a burden. I can't even take care of myself properly". He said as more tears ran down his face.

"Please don't say that, my love, there is no universe that you'll ever be a burden to me. I'll always be happy to take care of you, because that's my job, so stop crying baby, it hurts me to see you in tears". I said to him with a smile as I wiped away his tears. He nodded and he hugged me tightly and I patted his back.

I laid down and I pulled him back into my arms and wrapped it around him and his scent filled my nostrils, which made me hard. I continued patting his back and I felt his breathing change, which made me realize he was now sleeping, which made me relieved. I pulled him closer and he wrapped his arm around me sleepily, which made me smile because I was happy to be with him. I am so lucky to have this beautiful creature as my mate. I promise to always love and cherish him forever.

"I love you, Jane, and I'm never gonna let you go anywhere". I said in his ears as I pecked him on the lips lightly and I drifted to sleep peacefully.