mission and love..?

We have found evidence of drugs in Dominic's house. Drugs smuggled in from Russia by an ex–Russian spy who used to do business with him many years ago. He has ties with Russia, we believe, and must be involved somehow with the smuggling in of the drugs and weapons. This man is known by many aliases but is best known among us as Vadim. In short, he is the main person behind many of Dominic's crimes. However, the drugs and weapons trafficking is his primary goal. We suspect his real objective lies elsewhere, somewhere else in Europe. Dominic has many men on the scene at the moment. They are searching his mansion thoroughly and trying to find the location of the stash. Meanwhile, we have infiltrated his security systems to gain some valuable information on this man. We have compiled a list of his assets. And I.....i fell deeper in love with him....with the merciless mafia man....every day I work with him...we joke, watch movies and go out....he sees me as his friend I believe....but I see him more as that...I need to tell him someday....before it's to late...but he is still my enemy. I will continue my search for the drug and weapons dealer. But.....how will I tell him....when he finds out who I really am.....he will kill me....but....I can't stop my feelings for him....what now....? Should I tell him....?