Jay's paranoia.

I saw you laughing and discussing with Cole in the hall way.I didn't know you guys were such close friends given how happy you looked while you were with him, what are you not telling me?

Jay asked me as we were eating in his room that particular evening .I've come to notice that Jay exhibits and portrays some kind of weird jealous attitude whenever I relate with guys no matter who it is.Its really confusing because the only reason why someone will act jealous would be because there's something serious going on between those parties. But Jay and I aren't close to anything of that sort.Dating Jay and seeing him as my boyfriend is not only absurd but it's also a deadly sin.

Well maybe I'm running faster than my shadow ,I don't think Jay could have such feelings for me ad to want to have me as his woman.Its not possible .

Jason there is nothing going on between I and Cole I'll admit we are really good friends but nothing more ,no strings attached so stop thinking like a child. Just because you saw us together doesn't insinuate that we are dating I said to him amidst laughter.

Well I just wanted to ask you since you don't tell me anything on your own accord anymore,unless I ask you.

Jay stop over stressing things , I still tell you everything going on with me not because its mandatory though because it's my life but its just because you're my brother and I always feel like telling you everything.

Enough with the brother stuff please,Jay said sounding irritated .

Hearing him say that got me really upset but I decided not to react negatively as usual. I've always tried to understand some actions Jay portrays atimes and I've always tried to give reasons to every of his actions. I always overlook alot of things and let it slide just for peace to reign but It just looks like Jay doesn't want any of that .He mostly finds a way to create stupid problems in his head.I'm really getting tired of all of that nonsense attitude from him but I'm just taking things easy to peace to reign always.

Well Jay I don't know what your problem really is and I want to tell you that you complain alot I said to him.How many times have I talked to you or questioned you about your personal life. I've always respected your privacy and I know that the things I know are only the ones you chose to tell me.lets not be a burden to each other.We use to be cool from the beginning but now I don't understand you anymore.It seems like you have something right there in your heart that you've just refused to disclose to me but that thing is trying to spoil things between us.I will really appreciate it if you are open to me and tell me what the real problem is because this attitude of yours is really disturbing me big time.

You know I don't like having any problems with you no matter what ,so please make it easy for both of us and act accordingly like a sensible human being .

There was silence in the room when I stopped talking and he was just there gazing at his phone of which I know he wasn't operating. Maybe he was just thinking of what to tell me but he couldn't say it out.

I see you're not ready to talk to me,I'll be leaving I said and carried my hand bag and walked towards the doo.

He stood up immediately and held my hand ,

Please don't do Betty ,I'm sorry for acting the way I did.It won't repeat itself again.

As usual,I didn't prolong anything,I just went back and sat down on the bed like nothing happened.

We later left to have a drink at the restaurant nearby .Jay is always a gentleman .