For the next few days, I’ve slowly stopped the crying and I think I may be in the acceptance phase. People fall out of love and Jaughnn is proof of that.
I can pretend I accepted his infidelity – but I still cry every night as new articles are being produced every minute about them.
He never even took me out to fancy restaurants and held my hand out in public – he’s so willing to do it for this Tina girl, more willing than he’s ever been with me.
I felt so foolish – the reason he isolated me from the world was because of a woman. He almost ruined my life because he didn’t want me to leave him while he goes out with another woman every day.
I would talk to Asher about how hurt I was about it – asking him to burn all the letters I wrote, words written there are all useless. I was so set on it, and so Asher did as I said.