CHAPTER 198

Four years ago before he even rejected Jolene, he liked and admired Cynthia alot and always wished for her to become the future Luna of his pack.

She had every quality he wanted in his woman, they were really tight friends and created a lot of sweet memories.

But then after what he did to Jolene, his life changed dramatically and he became traumatized. 

He lost his old self and won't stop wallowing in guilt every single day. 

He lost interest in Cynthia and began craving for Jolene, it might be crazy but he doesn't just understand himself anymore.

He only got married to Cynthia because of the pressure coming from his pack members, and as an Alpha, he can't continue ruling without Luna.

He even thought his life would change once he got married to Cynthia, he thought marrying Cynthia might help heal his wounds but things became worse.

Now he is maltreating her and making her frustrated. 

"Gosh! I don't know what to do, Jolene won't leave my head or mind, she has clouded my sense of reasoning. If I can just set my eyes on her once more, I might get alright." He muttered sadly.

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Cynthia got back to her room and shut the door angrily. 

Her plan didn't work out and she almost got one of her none dislocated.

"He is just too mean, what do I do?" She muttered and sighed heavily.

She suddenly felt a strange movement in her tummy and held her stomach, that movement developed into a sharp pain and she groaned.