Lost myself

I lost myself in the shadows and yet my mind was self aware.many secrets layed within the darkness of which I would never share,if it were not a story of three people,maybe things would be different.

Am now going to pay you back with one more life, and it won't be a story of three but four.

How do I tell you that there's one more life in me,you left me without turning back.

How do I tell you that you are going to be a dad soon,

How will I raise him alone,

These are the questions in my mind every day,am paying for my mistakes maybe,

Never mind am going to take care of our young us,he will never miss your presence.

Never going to hate on you,you were once my happiness, and now you left a life in me.

This will be the best gift to remember. I thank you for that.

About falling in love again, I will be in for it,anytime any day. I will heal in heaven.

I was born to love,to give love.

That's who I am.