Chapter Two hundred and Thirty Three

Max POV

I can feel and see the changes in Ella, when we came back and I hugged her from her back, I felt her tensed but she became relaxed when George mentioned where we were before. I assume that she was worried about me or she thought that I left her to flirt with other ladies, I don't know what to do to make her trust me fully. We stayed in each other arms while enjoying each other company, I noticed George and Sarah whispering to each other, I wonder what they are talking about that is so serious cause I saw George frowning.

George and Sarah left us and walked into their room, I know this is an opportunity to enjoy this view with her alone. Do you want to enter the room yet? I asked her. No let's enjoy the view the more, Ella murmured. I held her tightly while enjoying her sweet fragrance, Max, Ella called. Mmmm, I answered. What exactly do you want from me? Ella asked. I was thrown aback by her question, What exactly do I want from her? This is a deep question. I don't know what you want to hear from me but I will like to tell you what I want, I said feeling nervous.

Am so nervous cause I don't know what the outcome of my answer will be, I know that I like you a lot, no let me rephrase that I love you and I want you to feel the same way for me but am not rushing you, I want you to take your time, love me back at your convenient time, I told her. She looked at me and I can see the hesitation and fear in her eyes. She gulped and looked at me, Max am afraid, she uttered. Am already expecting her to say this, what are you afraid of? I asked her. I know I kept on repeating my fear of your reputation with women and believe me, I have not overcome it yet, She answered.

I turned her around to face me so that I can look into her eyes and pour my heart to her. Ella I know you are finding it hard to believe in our relationship but am begging and asking you to give me time to prove myself to you, I promise to do anything you ask me to do to prove to you that I am a changed man and that I changed because of you, because I want to love and be with you, only you, I told her. She smiled and asked me still smiling, are you sure? Of course I am sure, I cross my heart and hope to die if I go against it, I said trying to assure her the more.

There is no need for you to swear and I promise to try and trust and give you to space you need to assure me, she said. I smiled from ear to ear cause of what I just heard right now, finally she is willing to make this relationship to work. I hugged her and whispered to her, Thank you for giving this a chance. I just hope I won't regret it, she said. I promise you won't regret it, I told her. I broke the hug and stared at her face especially her lips, she noticed what I was staring intently at. She leaned in and kiss me soundly on the lips, she smiled at me.

But that is not what I call a kiss cause to me that could be classified as a peck, I held her neck and leaned in and started kissing her, taking her lower and upper lips alternatively. She opened her mouth and let me in while she circled her hands around my neck and deepened the kiss. Am in the cloud right now, I know according to my history that I have kiss a lot of ladies in my life but this right here is very different. Her lips is so sweet that I don't want to stop and my little buddy down there is already acting up. Am not going to go further with her unless she initiated it by herself, cause I will do anything to gain her trust.

I know it will be very difficult but I have trust in myself, I know that once am determine to do something I will see to the end of it. I broke the kiss while trying to catch my breath I notice her doing the same thing. She smiled at me, I clasped my hand with hers, can we go to her room now? I inquired from her. She blushed deeply when she heard my question. I am not ready to do that now, Ella said. I wanted to laugh at what she said but I don't want her to feel embarrassed. That's not what I mean so don't fret, I told her.

Remember that I promised that we will do things according to your own pace and am not ready to break that promise, I told her. Thank you, she mumbled. I also want her to be herself cause the first thing I noticed about her the first time I saw her is her bubbly girl but recently she is always meek around me, I want her to be herself around me with no reservation. We walked back to our room hand in hand, we entered our room and I walked into the the dressing room picked up the clothes I will wear this evening and walked into the shower.

I really want to calm myself down under a cold shower cause am really turned on by the intense make out in the balcony. When I came Ella is already changed, I guess since she is coming from spa there will be no need for her to shower. I guess you are ready for dinner tonight and I must confess you look so lavishing, I compliment her. Thanks for the compliment but you know that dinner will not be available until next thirty minutes, so why don't you come and cuddle with me, She said. Oh my God she said to cuddle with her, this is so good and at the same time tempting.