Prologue

prologue

"Y-You killed my dad!" I shouted. I still can't believe that she did that.

"I kill him to have you!" The person fired back

"Y-You can have me without killing him!" I cried. I can't believe it!

"It's for your own sake! He's evil and he needs to die. He'll jeopardize you and your kuys! Have you ever wondered why your mom died? Didn't you wonder why she died without any trace that leads to the person who killed her? Because YOUR FATHER is the reason, HE'S THE REASON BEHIND YOUR MOM'S DEATH! HE IS!"

"What are you talking about? Why would he do that?! He loves my mom! He loves my mom more than you!"

"I never begged for your father's love. I only want you. I killed him only to free you and now you're reproving me? How ungrateful a child! "

"HE NEVER CAGED ME! YOU DON'T NEED TO FUCKING FREED ME! And don't you dare to tell me that I am reproving you because I am not! And I never wanted you to free me because I am not in jail. I can do what I want! My father never stops me from doing what I want! You killed him! You killed him for no damn reason! And now you already accepted it but you keep on tarnishing my father's name! You think I would believe you? Yes, you are the reason why I am here but that doesn't mean that I would trust you and your words ! You hurt me big time did you know that?! You took my strength away! You took my hope away! You took my father away! You took everything away!"

She sighs and looks at me.

"Come back to me when your mind is open to see others' point of view, not only yours and your father’s." I was shocked. I thought she'll defend herself but not!

"I- I am open minded!"

"Lawyer's are open minded but I think you're not. Hear me out, darling not only your father but also me. Please? And don't tell me that killing him is nothing. Aren't you enough to be a reason? I want to be with you but he's caging you. " I saw how sad she is but I don't understand why she had to do that? Did she ever think about what will be the effect on me? On my kuyas? And to my father's family? Is she so desperate to have me without knowing the impact to her? To us? And Am I that important? That she'll kill just to have me?

"You don't have to kill him! You don't have to! If you truly want me then why don't you talk to me. Why don't you tell me the truth?! I love my dad so much because he treats me as a princess. He fulfilled everything for me. When my mother died. I mean my father's wife. He is there. Helping me to move on and continue my life because every time that I remember her I always cry and blame myself! And now you're telling me that he killed my mother?! He also mourned when she died! He also suffered! So don't give me false news! You're tarnishing my mind! You're tarnishing my father's name!He fulfilled everything to me then you'd kill him? Killing him is like killing me too. And now there's no reason to live!"

"I know you love him more than you love me. I know he fulfilled everything to you because he's there and I am not. The reason why I am not there is he caged you from my clan and from me. I am there also for you but you didn't see how I care, how I love you why? Because you are still inside of my tummy giving me a mood swing, craving, and also ugliness, making me fat but I accept that because you are worth it but now this is your return? He took good care of you. Yes! I must admit that but he has a wicked plan! He'll use you! Your father is wicked and he is not showing that side because he knows that at that time you are not ready. He needs to regain your trust and tarnish your mind. Can't you see? He has a bad intention for you while mine? I want you. I want to take care of you and I want to be with you even with my last breath."

" What?! What are you talking about? What kind of intention? What do you mean by wicked? What?" I was confused.

She sighs " Just come back if your mind is open and if you found out why I had to do that. You don't know everything Lyssette. You're just starting." She smiled sadly and walked away.

I want to chase her but I know that she's going to push me away and I know that she is pissed at me and I know already when she turned her back and gave her word she wouldn't talk to me so there is no reason I'll chase her to be a fool.

Haysh! What kind of face do I have! I have the guts to go here in their mansion with no one and tell them those things. But she killed my dad!

I decided to leave her house full of questions in my mind. Where do I begin? Where do I start finding the reason why my father treats me like a fragile thing, like a princess. I wanna know what his intention is and hers, I wanna know what's beneath his death, I wanna know everything, I wanna know the answers to my question inside my mind.

I promised myself that if I found the person who killed him I'll do the same. I will kill him/her too, I'll make him/her suffer. I won't let them be happy while I am suffering and I'll make sure that they will regret doing that...

But...

I can't

Do

My revenge

Because

She's

The

Reason

Why

I

Am

Living

The reason why I am here in this cruel world. Because she's my mother.