chapter 2

Autumn and Tetsuya's relationship seems to have gotten better, they try to make small talk here and there if they are together. He tries to get her comfortable around without letting his niece know until one day he makes his move on her. Autumn was quietly reading some books in the library at Tetsuya's house when she heard a voice.

"What are you doing here" Tetsuya's cold and deep voice rang through the air,startled Autumn dropped the book in her hand out of shock"i am so sorry i was reading a book, of course you would know that it's a library for God sake"

"Fuck you are so annoying" replied Tetsuya

"What" Autumn said with tears forming in her eyes

"Are you going to cry little bunny" you whispered as he walked closer to her

" You do not know what you do to me, I just want to eat you up"

" I don't understand what you mean"

" You think it was easy for me, to act cool when you do everything to make me act different" he said within a centimeter there breath fanning against each other

"I do-" she was immediately silenced by his lips on hers, she was shocked at first but started to reciprocate it. Their lips molded together felt like heaven to her. She was doing it, finally kissing the man of her wild fantasies. He broke the kiss before going for another one more hungry and needy than the first, he caressed her body with the gentlest of touches, treating her like she was a fragile Fabergé egg. He carried her to his bed room and laid her on his bed, " are you sure that you want this" he said whilst peppering her with small kisses

"Because if we start *kiss* I don't know if *kiss* I will be *kiss* stop*.

" Yes I do, but can you please be gentle" he halted is movement

"Why that"

"Because I have never done this before"she said while playing with her fingers

"You are a virgin"

"Yes " nodding her head

"No man has ever been with you before"

"Yes" nodding her head again

" Now I am going to ask you again are you sure about this"

" Yes I want you" shyly uttered

He wasted no time in making her his all throughout that night, the one thing that was heard where the moans,gasps,mewls,and groans for two people passionately intermixed.

So those continued their relationship of sneaking around to avoid people known there were together. He took her out on dates, gave her different gifts,spent weekends on his beach house in Maizuru,Fukui Prefecture where they would spend the weekends tangled up in eachothers arms avoiding the problems ahead. This went on for months.

Till an incident happened that made Autumn rethink their whole relationship, she had just missed her period by four days and was scared of bringing a baby into this world, not that the thought scared her just that she didn't want to bring a child into this world when she doesn't know what are relationships with the father is. She would be willing to sacrifice her career or even study part time if she felt he was right for her and there is even the risk of contracting a STD,she was also tired of being his little secret she wanted to love him openly and not feel guilty for not telling her best friend I about her happiness.They went exclusive so she didn't know if he was sleeping with someone else and he never used protection when they were intimate. So she made up her mind to talk to him about it after she confirmed that she wasn't pregnant, and luckily for her it was just a scare but a wake up call nonetheless.

They had planned to have dinner together after he had been away for two weeks on a business trip in eastern Europe. She didn't know how to bring up the topic because honestly she was scared to lose him but she didn't want this anymore.

"What seems to be the matter with you" setting his utensils down he asked her

"Oh nothing" playing around with her food

" Nothing ? you have barely touched your meal, and you say nothing" he questioned her

"I don't want to talk about it"

"Tell me if there is anything I can do to help you feel better," he said, caressing her hands.

"okay fine.Tetsuya what are we"

" Why do you ask such questions my sweet"

"I just need to know what we are"

"We are happy why, would you stress yourself over such trivial things"

"Tetsuya to me it's not a trivial thing, I need to know my place in your life"

"Okay Autumn tell me what bought this sudden interest in you"

" I had a pregnancy test done a few days ago"

"What are you"

"No the test came back negative"

"Well thank God"

"What the fuck you mean by thank God"

"Look a child is not something we should be even thinking about, you have your career ahead of you so motherhood isn't something we should even be talking about, let's just get back to dinner" he said continuing his meal

" Tetsuya I am tired of being your secret"

" Okay so what do you want me to do" signing annoyed

" I don't know, but am tired" said with tears in her eyes

" But we are happy like this"

" I am not,I can't tell anyone about us or be happy that I am with the man I am in love with" she said but he purposefully ignored the part where she confessed her love for him.

" Look you have to understand-" he started but she cut him off

"Bullshit, you are just treating me this way because you are ashamed of me. Is it because I am not of the same race as you or the same social status as you" she was full of sobbing by now. He was shocked because no one has ever cut him off from speaking and a part of him was hurt by her crying.

"Look Autumn I am not ashamed of you" he tried reassuring her.

"Lies, you are a liar. If you are not then why are we in a private room far from everybody" stating a fact

"I like my privacy you know that much"

"What about the times I ask for us to go out on a date outside"

"Again you know am a private person"

"oh my god, you are lying again I even said you could wear a facemask or conceal yourself if you didn't want people knowing it's you"

"Argh you are just making this more than it should be" he was already frustrated by the situation. "you still don't get it do you" She stood up ready to take her leave.

"Where are you going"

" I am tired of being in this kind of situationship with you. I am going to give you a week to decide if you want to be with me or not"

With that final sentence she made her exit out of the restaurant.