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NATHANS POV.

"Father she did not do it, all she did was curb the issue" I pleaded with my eyes fixed on my feet.

"oh, is that so, tell me then why you have Tara in your room at this time of the night, you really are more greedy than you seem to b, she's my son's girlfriend and yet she's in your clothes and room, I never did really like that whore of a girl so id have to be thankful to you for giving me a reason to get her out of my hair, but know this I would not have you covet anything else that belongs to my son"

I swallow hard as he walks toward me, I fidget a bit knowing I've never felt this weak, knowing I fear the man even now when he has nothing to hold against me

"tomorrow I'll be making an announcement about your brother and I'll make him alpha, but you have to leave my daybreak, I do not want anyone seeing you neither do I want to catch a whiff of your scent, you bring nothing but bitter memories" I feel my feet become weak and my knees go numb as I fall to my knees.

"please Father, I can't leave, I have nowhere else to go" I plead with him, although I've always wanted a life out of the pack, I've always wanted my own freedom but now I get the chance I feel overwhelmed, to know i'll be leaving my home, my pack and most importantly my mate.

"I do not care about you , I never did and perhaps there is a chance for you out there I don't care all I know is I ant you out and away from my kids, you've been nothing but a stigma, a shame to the family sneaking around with your friends girl, just how inferior are you really?" he asks.

I can't help but bite down on my lips in shame, it's pointless explaining to him that nothing is between tara and I, besides his son is the one banging boys all around and yet he's lecturing me on shame.

"That would be my final say, I'm doing this favor to your mother, she still sees you this dimwit as a son, but if you dare defy my words, I'll be sure to have your head off tomorrow" 

He walks past me, shoving me aside as I watch him walk out of my ain't, I stand to my feet, hit with sudden panic, I try connecting with my wolf but it seems to have withdrawn to the darkest corner of my mind, he's scared and so am I.

I walk slowly out of the room, I lock gaze with Laura who cheers away almost immediately, I rush after, filled with rage, all this had happened because of her.

"stop!" I call out as I reach for her arms, she stops, her legs fixed to a point, she turns to face me and I feel all the anger within me erase all at once.

Her round blue eyes seem to call out to me, she has tears welled up in the corner of her eyes, I can't help but reach out to wipe them with my fingers, I graze my thumb across her ears as she stare instantly at me,

"I'm sorry Nathan, I don't know why I had done it, I was jealous seeing you with her, and I thought you came to explain but you…"

"It's okay," I whisper to her as I place my finger on her lips.

She doesn't say a word but stares right back at me, it's way past dead of the night and yet still here we both are, I had rage in me when I had approached her but here I am fighting the urge to hold her tight and suck the life out of her lips, tongues and graze my palms all across her thighs.

"snap off it" my wolf Nath cautious me and I pulled away from her almost immediately. 

"It's fine, you should apologize to Tara and not me. '' I stuttered before turning away from her, headed back to the stairs and room. I Glance at her one last time knowing I should tell her but of what use is it?

I'll be leaving tomorrow and that would be the end of things, besides I need to get it sealed into my mind that she is nothing but a slave, an omega at that, but maybe I am no different from her anymore.

"Wait" she calls out to me but I don't stop, knowing I've fought hard already and any form of physical touch between us will send sparks flying, sparks that I'd rather steer off as it would be for her own good as well.

"your mate, what happened to her?" she asks and I stop in my tracks, I feel every bone in me freeze on hearing her speak.

"you want to do the same to me as well?" she asks, her voice coming out more like a squeak as it breaks.

"Look, I don't know who told you anything but as far as I'm concerned it's none of your business. and I never for once called you my mate so stop getting ideas into your head" I snapped at her as I walked up the stairs.

I shut the door to my room before blowing it lock from.behind, Tara is in bed asleep already I can tell.

I hasten my steps into the bathroom as I feel such a relief, I stare at my reflection in the mirror as I get startled a bit.

"she knows" nath says to me but I don't respond, scared to admit into it, only few people knew about Betty, and Laura isn't one if them, she should not be one of them

Panic hits me and I turn in the tap, I cup some water into my palms sprinkle it on my face, I scrub my palms together beneath the tap as I let out a loud sigh, I'll leave tomorrow, and no one gets to find out, I pull away from the tsp as I stare at into the sink…

"Blood"I mutter to myself as the memories all come rushing in, and finally the moment where I had killed Betty with my very own hands.