Alone in the world

Ugggghhhhh my head is killing me! Why can't I see? It's so dark.....wait why can't I move? Why..what...sh*t. So I can't move and I can't see anything. It feels like my eyes work though. Maybe just my body doesn't work and I'm in some hospital? What did I do? Where the hell am I? I can hear some noise but it is very muffled. Like something is moving against this room. Is it the wind? Wait are there no windows? Ok ok ok.... just take a deep breath.

What was the last thing that happened to me? Ughhhhh this pain in my head. Why can't I move my arms or legs?? Why can't I remember what happened to me?

There has to be someone near me. I mean I can't be alone...can I?

I can't hear myself talk! What is happening? Ahhhh my head. It's like it's being squeezed by a vice grip! There has to be a nurse near me. They have to notice I'm awake...right?

I'm so tired. How long have I been here? If only I knew what happened. But zzzzzz

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How the hell did I fall asleep? And what is that noise? It's like someone is slowly scratching a wall. Could somebody be trying to get in? Is it help? Please be help. But what if it's not? I don't want to die. How can I die and not know what is happening to me. Alright it stopped. Thank the gods. But what if that was help? Can anybody talk to me? Please! Someone, say something!

Still nothing. Why can't I remember what happened? Ahhhhh that vice grip again. It's going to tear my head off! I just know it.

I have to find a way out of this room. Maybe some deranged person kidnapped me and is pumping me full of drugs, while they do god knows what to me. Why am I so tired? Didn't I just wake up? Maybe I'm lost in thought and the time is passing by quicker than I think. Ok. Screw it! I'm going to be....I wonder if I'm soiling myself? Ok shut up and go to bed.

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Ok ok not a bad nap but seriously what day is this? Why has no one stopped by my room? What is that muffled sound. It's like someone is singing but I can't make out the words. This must be part of the torture. I'm pretty convinced I was kidnapped at some point and now they have me immobilized and are doing some weird experiments on me. It's the only explanation I can come up with. A nurse would've come by and checked up on me. You would think I would hear them. My family should stop by. Wait, do I have a family? I mean of course I do...I think? There it is again that singing it's kinda high pitched yet muffled. This place is weird. Maybe I'm in some weird seclusion tank? Yeah that's it!

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Ok I feel like I'm going crazy. How long has it been? It's got to be only a couple of days right? But I don't have any way to keep track of time let alone days. Is everything blurring together?I mean we could be talking weeks or months even. It's like there's these blank spots in my mind. They won't let me concentrate on the past?

Ok it sounds like something is slowly crashing into this building. Not like it's going to break through but there's a certain calmness to it. It reminds me of something. But what?

Where was I before I got here? I have to remember! I feel like my life depends on it. I have to figure this out. That singing is so soothing. What is going on out there? How has no one come in to see me? Yeah I definitely gotta be soiling myself. I mean seriously. But I'm not hungry or thirsty. Why is this? Could I be hooked up to a machine that is feeding me and I can't feel the needles in my body? No, i don't think so though. I can feel a moistness around me, but its not giving me a clue as to what is happening to me.

I have to be involved in some weird a** experiment. I don't remember signing up for anything like that though. What if they erased my memories? Is that even possible?

Ok it's that weird scratching again. Listen up weirdo! I'm alive! Let me go!

Uggghh I hate not knowing if they heard me. Stop scratching! It's driving me insane! Breathe just breathe. If they wanted to kill you they would've done it already....I hope. But what if it's some weird sadist club and this is how they get their kicks? Finally!

Thanks for stopping!! I hope those aholes heard me. I swear if I ever get out of here. I'm going to beat the crap outta whoever put me here and whoever is doing this to me.

Am I truly alone in this world? what happened to me? why can't i see anything? where is everyone? .....day after presumable day, this is what I would think about. I didn't have any memories of what happened to me, who i was or where i was. I'm going to assume that this is the most stressful thing that's going to happen to me..

then a thought popped into my head....I hope i don't die alone...please someone get me out of this nightmare.