What mockery did to me.

Lucy's pov

Hi my name is Lucy. I am a total freak , an extrovert, a bad ass , a talkative , and a gentle person. I have two pain in the ass as brothers and my mum and dad. When you get deep in the story you would know more about them. I want to talk about my school life. Currently I am in grade 10 but there is nothing really interesting about my present now except that I am a broke ass trying to fit in the crowd buh at least my current life is better than when I was in grade 9.I don't want to talk about my past for now 'cause i know i would be sad buh I would tell you about what happened to me recently. I am a talented person but due to low self esteem I lost a sum of 3000 dollars. Let me explain how it all happened. I love to dance and I am really good at it. So there was this talent show that happened in my school. Where the first position was to get 3000 dollar cash price, the second position was to get a sum of 2500 dollar cash price and the third position was to get 2000 cash price but the issue was that we had to pay for the talent show differently and the amount for each of the program was 500 dollars. I paid for the party itself but I did not pay for the talent show. It is not because I could not afford it that I didn't pay, I did not pay because, my class mate would make me feel like I am disgracing myself and a feeling like that is traumatising buh the truth is that is not only me that experiences the traumatising moment. My best friend experience this to. It once happened when I was in grade 9. Then i told the girls that I was getting my hair done for the party buh unfortunately, I had to just pack my hair in ponytail. That earned me a lot of disgrace. So let's go back to my current situation. The dead line to pay was on the Monday of the following week. I only payed for the party as I said earlier. The audition was on the Wednesday in the deadline week. I went for the audition to see what the people that paid were to present. I saw people I am better than presenting and they were not ashamed. So my best friend advised me that we should go meet the person collecting money and beg the person if we could pay.