chapter 12: are we free

As I layed on the old hotel bed, I stared at the ceiling thinking about my life and what will become of it.

I have so many questions. Am I pregnant?Does Corey still love me? And when will we be free from all this?.

I sat up as quickly as possible and jolted my head round to the door, "Corey?" I said in a confused way.

"look i'm sorry, i really love you Callie, im… just scared" Corey said in a almost sad way, "i know Corey but you can't take it out on me all the time, when were together we should work together not alone" i said while trying to get a glimpse of Coreys face.

"Your right" Corey responded with a sigh, "when are we free Corey?" I questioned, "I don't know Callie… we're together, that's all that matters, especially me". when Corey said that i blushed a little, "you're cute when you blush… actually you're cute always, i'm glad to call you mine Callie" as Corey said that he cuddled me deeply. my heart pounded right out of my chest as I cuddled him harder.

We looked at each other for a minute as we kissed each other passionately, it felt like a nice warm fire let's just say the butterflies were doing somersaults in my stomach, as we continued kissing ever so passionately one by one clothes were coming off until we both laid there naked it was the best feeling ever better than the first time we had sex.

This time while he was inside me we looked at each other as he kissed my neck, the feeling was like tingling through my whole entire body.

Corey whispered in my ear "I love you Callie" as I let out a moan.

I kissed him hard to quiet my moans. When I woke up I looked at my phone.

It was 5:45 am, as I stretched I looked over to Corey laid there next to me... naked when I saw him laid there I bit my lower lip a little while thinking about last night, i laughed to myself at least we used protection this time.

The question still lingered: am I pregnant?Will Corey still be with me? and i need a test since its been a couple of weeks since the first time we had sex but i already know what the test will say.

 so i built up my courage and went to the nearest shop, Corey was asleep so it was better that way.

As I got to the shop and grabbed the cheapest test, the woman behind the counter gave me a really dirty look.

I knew what she was thinking. "young girl buying a test she must be a slut".

I paid and left as quickly as possible.

The most nerve racking bit is the wait, not the result unless Corey doesn't like what he hears.

It's been 5 i picked up the test barely keeping it in my hands from shaking so much... "negative!" I said in a confused tone, I jumped to the sound of knocking on the bathroom door.

"Callie you okay?" Corey questioned, i sighed slightly i don't know what it was but i was kinda hoping it said positive. "Corey, can I speak to you?" "of course Callie but not through the door".

I opened the door, still all shaky.

All I did was hand Corey the test and looked at the floor. "Callie before I look I just want you to know i'm sorry about everything i will stay by you" as Corey said that he grabbed my hand and kissed it, all my problems suddenly went away.

 "Callie it's negative" Corey sounded disappointed! "I thought you were pregnant?" Corey said as he threw the test in the bin in an angry manner, "you wanted me to be pregnant didn't you?" I questioned "no!...i wanted us to be pregnant Callie".

My jaw dropped when he said "why  change all of a sudden?" Corey adjusted himself as he tilted my head up with his fingers, "well Callie i love you lots and i saw how perfect you are and maybe it will outweigh the bad in me" "that's why you  overreacted you didn't want our child to be like you?" Corey looked at me and nodded his head, "Corey i wanted to be pregnant because it's a part of you and i love you more than anything in this world" Corey smiled as he put his arm around me "well once were free it'll be fun trying for one again" Corey said smirking widely, he kissed me passionately and when he did it gave me tingles in certain place i have never felt unless he was inside me i just wanted to jump on top of him.

i kissed him back showing i wanted him and i want more, Corey shoved me slightly "i think we need this first'' Corey said while pulling a condom out of his pocket, as he placed it on the side table he threw me onto the bed he climbed on top of me opening his arms and legs so that there was no place for me to move.

he kissed me his tongue was playing with mine, i sighed as he stopped but started to kiss my neck slowly making his way down as he was kissing my belly button he ripped off my pants and started to kiss my inner thigh moving upwards, let's say what he did inside my mouth with his tongue he was doing the same thing in that area. As i looked down Corely looked at me seductively ripping the condom open with his teeth Before I knew it I could feel every inch inside of me, he pinned down my wrists and started thrusting hard and fast, making me moan but as i did he covered my mouth.

This was the most intense sex we have ever had. We laid on the bed just staring enjoying each other's company with Bruce laid between my legs, then my phone rang. I picked it up and Corey questioned "who is it?" "My mother," I said to Corey.

i picked up the phone, to what my mother said i could speak i was so shocked i have never been so speechless before, Corey walked up to me and grabbed my phone "hi its Corey"

he said through the phone to my mother even Corey was speechless, "okay thank you for letting us know we won't be long" Corey responded to something that my mother said. Corey started packing our bags like mad rushing in and out of rooms "what's going on Corey?" I questioned "I'll explain in the car nothing bad...but good", i started helping Corey pack as i headed in the bathroom i tripped over the trash can i kneeled down to put rubbish back i glanced over at the test laying on the floor, did my eyes just lie to me i picked it up...positive!.

I was just about to tell Corey but he grabbed my hand tightly and dragged me out of the hotel room "Bruce!" I shouted as he followed. I couldn't even tell Corey I guess it will have to wait.