Chapter 13:- First collision of Both.

It's 2:30 a.m at night. My mind is still busy thinking about him. I didn't think about this much in my past for anyone and not for someone whom I don't know.

I want to give him a compliment about his singing. I want to tell him that I love his singing and his performance tonight.

He looks handsome and I usually like a guy with a beard and he looks more handsome in his beard. I usually don't get attracted by looks. I got attracted by a person's talent, intelligence and character.

In this matter I know one thing for sure that I'm attracted by his talent more than his looks. He looks handsome, but His talent is the main factor that made me think about him because I don't know other factors about him. I feel like I'm interested to know more about him.

When I overthink, no matter how hard I try to sleep, I can't sleep easily and tonight I am thinking too much about someone who doesn't even know me.

He might know my name and know that I'm Meera's sister or he might don't know.

My mother is sleeping besides me, so I can't go outside the room. I want fresh air for a few minutes so I can divert my mind and sleep better for at least a few hours. All my siblings must be sleeping till now even Meera is also sleeping by this time. So I don't want to disturb anyone's sleep.

I changed my mind to go outside the room because if I go outside the room because of the noise of the door my mother's sleep will get disturbed.

I plugged my earphones in my phone and started listening to romantic Hindi songs and south Indian songs. I feel good after listening to the music for more than half an hour.My mind is calm now music helped me to calm my mind and now I'm feeling sleepy.

It's 4:00a.m. and now I know that Ineed to sleep because tomorrow will be a long day.

I stopped the music and put my phone beside my bed and then slept.

In the morning my mother wakes me up at 6:30 a.m.. I didn't have proper sleep and I feel a little bit exhausted.

After taking a bath with warm water I feel fresh and good.

Today's first ceremony is 'Haldi Ceremony'. So I dressed up in Yellow colour Kurti and red colour leggings. I put my hair open and don't do any hairstyle. I put lipstick on my lips and eyeliner on my eyes. I wear sandals and complete my look.

After that when I was going to Meera's room my mother stopped me and gave me a glass of juice for Meera because today is her wedding and she has to fast till the wedding gets over. She can't eat anything so my mother wants me to give that glass of juice to her. So I take that glass from my mother's hand with full confidence on my face but my mother warns me that just 'take care of yourself and glass because I seriously want that Meera drinks this juice so don't fall or spill the juice and please give this glass to Meera'.

I told her that ' Mummy don't worry I will do it carefully and give it to Meera'.

After saying this to my mother I start singing a song and in one hand I carefully hold the glass and in my other hand, I have my mobile.

I'm finally about to enter Meera's room and I have a smile on my face that finally I did me this work carefully but my happiness didn't last for a longer duration, because while I'm about to enter her room I was busy in thinking that yes finally I did it perfectly and I collide with the same beard guy about whom I was thinking last night.

The glass of juice is a spill on my dress and glass is still in my hand with no juice in it because most of it is on my dress now.

I know that I'm clumsy but I don't do anything with intentions It just happens I do care when I do the things, but I don't know why I fall in trouble every time and people who know me when they are around me get scared when I hold a tray of glasses or I have something hot or cold in my hands. In short, I can only say that I always want to do work carefully but it doesn't end up carefully and I hurt myself or the work which I have to do gets spoiled. People who know me are habituated about my clumsy nature so my work gets spoiled I don't need to give any explanation the people who know me always try to keep me away from doing anything which can harm me or spoil the work if they failed to keep me away from the work they don't even shout at me they just concerned about me that I didn't get harm because of that work.

But this time I'm not only at fault even though he is coming out of the room so he has to take care and how can I know that someone will come out from the room at the same time.

"Oh, shit " are the only words which escape from my mouth and that guy shouted in an angry tone that "Hey, can't you walk with your eyes open. what if you spoil my clothes?"

His words make me angry because here I'm the victim and he is shouting at me so I told him that

" I'm so sorry but I think this applies to you too. If you walk with your eyes open my dress didn't get spoiled".

I know that I should not get angry but when he shouted at me. I couldn't control my anger. I didn't think that the first time we would face each other like this.

When I told him this, Meera came out from her room.