CHAPTER SEVEN

CHELSEA'S POV:

I cried because I heard him having sex with an other after knowing that I have feelings for him.

I was lying on my bed writing my diary .

" I got that feeling for the first time in my life. When I saw him first time I fall !n love with him. I love his jokes. I love the smell of his perfume the he use. I love his eyes .I love his hairs. I want to run my fingers in his hairs. He is the best thing that happened to me. I don't know why but I want to be with him. I know he hates me. I know he consider me his enemy but I love him , I still love him. I don't like him to smoke. I don't like him to sleep with other girls. It hurts.

It hurts so much. When he kissed me last night I thought he felt the same for me but it wasn't. He wanted to show me that I should give myself some respect.

I heard a knock on my door and when I opened the door it was vincent.

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VINCENT'S POV :

She let me in .I came in and she asked " what do you want vincent". I replied " vince , call me vince" .

She said hiding her face " I want to freshen up if you don't mind".saying that she went to the washroom". I saw a diary on her bed. I was curious what she was writing so I peek at the chapter she was writing. When I read it I got shocked .It was about me. I read it. Her words bring tears to my eyes .She felt the same way I felt for her now. She loves me, i love her as well so i should stop making it hard for us because she is the girl i want to be with. I was in my thoughts when I heard washroom door opened.

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CHELSEA'S POV:

I came out of the washroom and saw vincent holding my diary. I took it out of his hands and when I looked at him his breath was heavy , his eyes were full of tears. I asked him " what's wrong" and without a word he kissed me. That kiss was full of pain , full of love. I looked at him in surprise and asked " why did you kiss me? " Then he said

" because I fucking love you". His words made me smile and I asked " why your mouth doesn't smell like cigarette anymore?" he smiled and said " how can I use the thing that you hate?" I happily kissed him. That's when he said " I want you chelsea, I want you very bad , but I might hurt your feelings like that because people around us would never let us get together ".I held his hand in mine and said

" I don't care about anybody, just take me as much as you want. " he kissed me again and went to his room. I thought that he changed his mind but he came back with packets of condoms .

I smiled and he said " I don't want to make you pregnant yet" I laughed and hugged him. He took off my clothes and looking at me he said ."I love that beautiful neck." he held my neck while saying that. I pit my head backwards and he started kissing my neck. That's when I said "ok let's do it. "

He laughed and said " you think I will start hitting between your legs as soon as I came here".Then I asked " aren't you going to do it yet. " he shook his head and said " first you take off my clothes the way I took off yours, play with me, make me craw for you then you will have it. " I nodded and my hands reached for his shirt. I took off his shirt. His broad chest was beautiful, he had six packs. I kissed on his chest .He lead me to the bed .He sat on the bed and made me sat on his lap. I could feel his private part from his pants against mine. He held my neck and moved other hand on my chest. He kissed me neck and said " you don't know how much I crawled to kiss , suck and bite this neck". saying that he licked my neck and kissed it. I dig my nails in his bare back. Then

he put me down on bed and coming up on me he startdd kissing me.

I was enjoying his every touch. When I was wet enough he took off his pants and after wearing the condom he said. How much wet you are it doesn't matter. You will going to have alot of pain ,

when I will put inside , you can bite me , you can scratch me to take out your pain. " I nodded and he started rubbing himself on me .

Then suddenly I felt a sharp pain between my legs and I screamed. Digging my nails inside his body.

He was slow and gentle . he kept moving until all the walls were breaked .

When he was done he seprated himself from me and went to the washroom.

He returned with a small washcloth and lay back down next

to me.

"Open your legs." He placed it between them and held it there. "Does that feel good?"

"Yeah, it does. Thanks."

I really wasn't in that much pain, but the warmth of the cloth was soothing.

"Does it hurt?"

"No. It's really not bad at all. I'd be okay to try it again."

"We will. I want you to rest up a little first."

Over the next hour, he got up a few

times to replace the cloth with a warmer one. He'd just lie next to me, holding it between my legs. We were

both still completely naked, and it surprised me that it no longer phased me because he'd made me feel

completely comfortable in my own skin. I almost wished he wasn't being so caring and sweet toward me.

We talked a lot in that hour.

I felt almost panicky. There wasn't much time left. He must have read my mind because he'd

suddenly turned me onto my back so that he was leaning over me.

"Don't go there," he said over my lips.

"Where?"

"Wherever your mind is right now."

"It's hard not to."

"I know. What can I do to make it better?"

"Make me forget."

He stared at me long and hard before I felt his hand wrap gently around my neck.

That seemed to be his thing. I loved it.

"I know you said it before. But do you really want me to show you how I do it?"

"Yes."

"You don't want me to hold anything back?"

"Don't go easy on me this time,

He smiled and said " it is enough for today. He

stood up and wore his clothes. I took off that

towel from my legs and threw it in the sink in

washroom.

I also wore my clothes and walked over to him.

Holding his hand in mine I lean closer and he

kissed me. We were still kissing when the door of

My room swung open and Dave came inside.

His eyes got full of anger and he started slapping

vincent. " you piece of shit , you bastard, how dare

you put your dirty hands on her?" I was screaming

"Mom , mooommmm please come here ". I tried to stop him but he didn't listen to me .Then my mom came and she came between them saying

" what the hell is wrong , why did you beat him?" that's when Dave said "He tried to sleep with chelsea, his sister". That's when he yelled " she is not my sister." He again started beating him saying " who's she then? huh , who is she?"

He dragged him out off my room and while taking him in his room he said " pack your stufff you're going back"

His words were enough to put a shock on me .I ran after them and said " no it won't happened again , I told him to do that , he was not ready himself I forced him" .Dave head towards me angirly by raising his hand when vincent held his hand and said

" I am leaving don't you dare say anything to her. I am leaving " He looked at me one more time and head towards his cupboard .

I ran into my room crying. It was the most painfull moment for me.